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Politics. Haiz..

Haiz..
No one can be trusted.
People can anytime backstab us or bad-mouthed about us.
Haiz..
These types of people basically can be found everywhere.
One place I know now is my workplace.
Had their own clics there.
Must always beware of it.
Can't anyhow talk about any of them there.
So sien. Unhappy with them also have to 'tahan'.
Haiz..
No point if I wanna tell manager.
They can't help much even.
If got problems with any of the staffs also had to keep it from them.
So everything is being bottled up in my heart.
You can know how it feels like right.
So painful. Stressful.
Ending up crying alone or lighting up that 'asap'.
Haiz..
My workplace is full of politics.
That is why can't trust any of them except for those closest with me and I really trust them.
Haiz..
I am so planning out to go from there.
Maybe to the ortho ward or leaving SGH to CGH?
Or maybe trying out paramedics.
One of my passion. Shall reconsider that decision ya. Hmm..
Whatsmore my manager who helped me alot is going to leave the ward. Sien ah.
Tomorrow her last day with us.
That's why have ward meeting tomorrow. Haiz..
Nice people will always leave. So sickening feeling.
Hopefully tomorrow my day will be a good one spending time with a few of my colleagues whom I can laugh with while working with them.
At least can make me feel better right. Hmm..
Haiz.. Well gtg now. Will update you people soon. Tc.

Strength to carry on.

Abil's 6th BirthDay!

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The day I had been looking forward to.
ALthough had to wake up early morning for a mask-fitting, but it was alright lor.
Had Hafiz to accompany me. Really nice of him for willingly accompany me patiently to SGH and then to Woodlands. Thanks Bro!
Had a good morning with Ashley and Sharon too for the mask-fitting.
Had our Breakfast cum Lunch. Haha.
Was at SGH from 10am-12noon.
Quite a good start for the day. Hehe.
Me and Hafiz headed off to Woodlands! My cuz's house!
Me, Hafiz, Syahmi & Abil Boy headed off to Causeway Point for the Movie!
Yippee! Met up with Nisa & Mardha.
Spent so much time together there.
Was so super fun lor!
Watched Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen! Really a great movie!
All of us loved it! So worth it lor!
Hehe. Spent the night at KakYah's house.
Had BirthDay celebration at their house. Really great day!
Some pictures I took on that day can be seen below. Hehe.

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Spent half the day at KakYah's house.
Really enjoyed my stay there.
Wished it could be longer but what to do.
Ive started working ma.
Haiz. If only I still have my holidays. I could go M'sia and stay over at KakYah's place too. Haiz. Working life really is restricting my activities.
Sien ah. Haiz.. Really hope I can do much things during my ALs. That's my only holidays! So looking forward to it which will be in October lor. Haha.
So long.. After Raya lak tu.. More sien. Haha. WHat to do. Life ma. Hmm..
But anyways really had so much fun and great time with my cousins on my off days! Yippee!!

Strength to carry on.

A Week of "I Don't Know What".

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Had morning shift after the wonderful great weekends.
Being assigned to Central as a Junior.
Really don't know what to do.
So lost! But managed to go through the whole day smoothly with the staffs there.
Not that busy that morning.
Quite relaxing I could say. Hehe. Alhamdulillah.
ANyways, accompanied my cousin KakYah to see Dr at TTSH that day.
Shockingly, her husband and all her children also followed.
Haha. Quite fun la I could say. And they managed to convince me to overnight at their house at Woodlands that night. But I had to go to work the next afternoon from there lor. However it is, I enjoyed my night with them.
Had ice-creams together. And also AbgJo bought asap for me. Hehe.
Thanks loads AbgJo. Mcm tau2 je I needed it. Hehe.
Well, I slept around 3am there. Wanted to watch Operation Dumbo Drop but fell asleep. Hehe. Missed it! Haiz..

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Well, had afternoon shift.
Went to work by cab from KakYah's house. Hehe.
Left there abit late. Hehe.
Anyways nothing much happening lor that afternoon.
Only knew that I looked forward to my off days 24th and 25th June. Hehe.

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Syabil's 6th Birthday! Mask-fitting Day! Hehe.
Wanna know more about this great day.
Wait for my next entry! Hehe.

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Also to follow-up in my next entry. Hehe.
Sorry people.

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After the wonderful off days.
Back at work. Haiz.
So sien. Stuppid! Argh! Hate it!
Damn it la! ARgh! Don't wanna talk about it in this entry.
So damn it la! I'll tell you people in the next next entry I guess. Hmm.

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Quite alright.
But don't have the mood to work in the morning.
Felt so sien. Haiz..

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Afternoon job on a Sunday.
Quite alright. Not that stressful la.
Had time to go for break and complete all my stuffs.
And signed off on time.
Went to KakYah's place for awhile to send somethings with my family.
And slept late at 6am. Hehe.
Coz off ma for two days so decided to watch my favourite drama again online. Hehe.
Well, that's for the week of mix happiness and sadness. =)

Strength to carry on.

Great Weekends!

Great weekends again!
Loving it!
After quite a relaxing Friday morning, I met up with my cousins at Bedok.
Chilling out for awhile.
QUite fun and relaxing our mind indeed.

My Saturday too was really great!
Window shopping with my wonderful lovely younger siblings, cousin, nieces, and a new friend @ Tampines Shopping Centres.
Spent half of the day there before heading off to send my nieces back to their home @ Woodlands. Really a fun and great day!
They did enjoyed their day and Im happy to see smiles on their faces.
Some shots were taken in the bus on our way to Woodlands.
Really cute! Hehe.

Father's Day on Sunday was also great!
Really enjoy spending time with my family members.
But before the family outing, I woke up early to Tampines East CC for the Blood Donation. Really enjoy donating blood to save lives. Hehe.
The family outing was from 4pm onwards. Went to NTUC to buy some household stuffs.
Really very kecoh la my siblings nie. Haha. Love it!
Then my mum treat us all to food @ Food Culture!
Nice yummy food we had! Enjoyed most! Hehe.
Window shopping with my family was also great! Spent most time @ Toy'R'Us.
Haha. Like small kids we all. But great! Haha.
Also played some games @ TimeZone. Fun too!
Then head off home to eat IceCream Float and watching tv!
Great weekends indeed! With my younger siblings playing Monopoly with me!
Great game Sis & Bro. Hehe. Shall do this often! Hehe.
Okies gtg. Tmr morning shift. Working again.
Take care people! Love ya!
And enjoy viewing the pictures below of my wonderful weekends! Heehee..

Strength to carry on.

Is it the same feeling as before.

That feeling somehow reappears again.
Felt so happy at night.
Having someone to talk to and joke with.
Laughing like before.
Feel much more better. Not lonely.
Wonder if it's the same feeling like I had 2 years ago.
But I can't say much now course it's just the beginning of our friendship.
Just got to know each other recently.
Someone whom I got to know through net.
He made me smile again like before.
That smile which I had 2 years back.
But it's still too early for me to say more about it and to expect more from the friendship. However, I can't deny the fact that he made me happy everyday every night and always look forward to the next day just to be in contact with him.
His voice is cute. Hehe.
And we do share some common things together.
More to sports.
And the thing I like is that I don't feel bored talking to him on the phone.
With his nonsense and lame conversation really made me smile and laugh.
But I will surely wanna deny that feeling I had before.
Put it far back from my heart.
Cause I don't think Im ready to face the same episodes like the past.
Most probably I'll try to stay friends and get to know more people and have more friends.
But I do hope this new friendship that had just begun, will be able to last forever. Insya'Allah. God willing Im sure I'll find the right special one to be with me always and by my side always. Amin.

Strength to carry on.

Jurong Bird Park Outing!

Date: 13th June 2009.
Event: World Blood Donor Day!
Venue: Jurong Bird Park.

Waking up early Saturday morning. Quite tiring.
But do to eagerness to go to Jurong Bird Park, my sleepy eyes became wide open!
Haha. Been ages since I last went there.
Can't even remember when I went there.
Fortunately, I got a pair of admission tickets for free by HSA.
So I went with my siblings-Afiq and Adek, also my cousin-Sabrina.
The other pair of tickets I bought them at a discounted price.
So fortunate for us.

There were loads of visitors at the Bird Park.
Most of them comprised of the blood donors with family and friends.
Received goodie bags and a cap.
Cool red cap! Hehe.
ANyways, all four of us started touring around the Bird Park.
Loads of birds we saw. Various types. Small to big birds.
Interesting. Didn't know Singapore has various kinds of birds.
Mostly should've been imported from overseas I guess.
Anyways, although it rained for awhile, I managed to capture quite a number of shots of the various types of birds there.
Wanna see? Enjoy watching the photoshots Ive taken at the Bird Park.

Loads of pictures right? Hehe.
Anyways Im glad my siblings and cousin really enjoyed our tour there.
The programme that we liked most was the Bird Show held at the Pools Amphitheatre.
Cool show! Love it! Really hope we can go there again in future! Hehe.
Thank you HSA for giving this rare opportunity. Muacks!! Hehe.

Strength to carry on.

Damn F***ing Boring IT Training.

Idiot!
Waste my time waking up early in the morning just to attend a freaking F***ing boring training! Argh!! WTH!!
Thought going training could rest my mind for awhile away from the ward but it really made me so freaking tired.
Sitting down in the room facing the computer for 7 hours with the trainers kept on talking and nagging about the IT stuffs and future plans thingy which I don't understand. Whatever la.
What I know, I fell asleep most of the time especially after lunch period.
And whatsmore, the trainers were really monotonous!
And longwinded!!
ARgh!! Can't stand it sia!
Me and the rest of the staffs in the room especially my friends were really relieved when the last trainer released us @ 5pm.
Like FINALLY!! Haha.
Glad the day was finally over. Really a boring training.
I would prefer my previous training which was the Service Quality and Mind.
That was way much better and enjoyable training for me. I just wished that all trainings would be like that. Haha. I wished.
Anyways, that's all for today. Tomorrow back in the ward for another 3 more days of working before I can have my 2 days off.
Haiz..Really tired already. Im so F***ing looking forward to this weekends!
PLEASE time flies fast to this weekend! PLEASE! Im so tired and exhausted already. Haiz.. And I need someone to be there for me always. Really hope there is someone out there.

Strength to carry on.

Wonderful Day with Dmss Buddies.

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A Wonderful Day with my Wonderful Dmss Buddies!!

Been waiting for this day for such a long time.
Finally I managed to get most of us for an outing together.
Had a great time with them.
Just wish the day will not end that fast.
Really enjoyed my day with them without having to think about work.
Free my mind from all those stressful workloads.
Happy laughing and taking photos together with my wonderful buddies.

To tell you what we did the whole day, here it is.
Supposedly to leave house at 130pm but as usual me went out late. Hehe.
Sorry you all to keep y'all waiting. Hehe.
Anyways, we all managed to board the same bus to City Plaza.
We walked to Grandlink Square KTV for our karaoke session as planned.
Had a great time there although the sound system wasn't that good like Cashbox Studio. And most of the time my voice would be heard course the rest were quite shy to sing. Haha. Especially Faiz. Hehe. Simpan suara je. After NS, must keluarkan suara tau. Hehe. Had 2 hours of singing session before heading to Arnolds @ City Plaza to meet Seha and for our dinner.
Really 'kecoh' ah we all @ Arnolds. Hehe. Enjoyed our scrumptious meal there.
Managed to complete everything. Hehe. Rezeki jangan dibuang. Hehe. Good people.
After eating and window-shopping there, we ran out of ideas suddenly of our next location. And the night was still early for us. Hehe.

We ended up moving to Tampines whereby there's THREE malls for us to go. Hehe.
Window-shopping at Century Square and Tampines Mall!
Really fun! And I came up with the idea of having our dessert-ICECREAM!!
Hehe. My FAVOURITE!!
We had our scrumptious ice-cream @ TM Swensens!
Enjoying!! Haha. And had loads of photoshots taken there!
Camera freaks la we all!
And whatsmore, before Faiz go for NS next week!
Memories for all of us! Coolness!!
We also spent some time taking photos @ the open space located @ TM level 4.
Loads of photos taken there!
Still waiting for my buddies to send all those wonderful pictures to me.
Really really damn freaking nice and memorable ones!
Climbing here and there for the shots.
Like MODELS!! Hehe. THE NEXT TOP SINGAPORE MODELS! Hahaha.
Don't forget to send all those pictures wonderful people! Hehe.

But at the moment, enjoy watching the photos taken @ Arnolds and Swensens using my handphone! Really yummy we food we had! YUM! YUM! Enjoy!

Other wonderful photoshots taken using Nizam's new cool camera!
Thanks alot Nizam for all the photoshots! It's so crystal clear!
Check out the shots below ya! Nice ones..!! Loving it!! Haha. ENjoy!

And thank y'all for making your day free to make the outing a successful one!
Love y'all so much! Will miss you guys!

Strength to carry on.