Rainbow Life Of Mine

050909.

2009-09-09T21:50:00.002+08:00

Iftar with Beloved Cousins.

Finally after a long thinking and almost a no-no plan, we finally got to meet up for an Iftar together with each other. It's been few years since we last did this.
I remembered the last Iftar we had was few years back.
At that time most of us were still schooling.
But now most of us are working, schooling and are in NS.
SO everyone has their own responsibilities.
That was why it was very difficult to have this Iftar.
AT first the Iftar was going to be cancelled as some of us gave a non-convincing answer and no confirmation given by them.
So I thought this year there wouldn't be an Iftar with Beloved Cousins but there was!
Haha... ANd it was a last minute plan!
Just a night before the Iftar Day!
I only received Mamat's call the night after I came back from Iftar with my friends.
He told me about the last minute confirmation given by SYimir.
And me, Mamat and NUrul cracked our brains to come up with the venue and time of our Iftar. Really a big headache man.. Spent few hours in the middle of the night online thinking of the venue.
Well, lastly we ended up with Arnold's at City Plaza.

Mamat, my bros Afiq & Hafiz, and myself met up first to book a table at ARnold's.
However, it was just 5pm and the place was fully booked already.
So we had no other choice but to quickly find another eating spot for ourselves.
Walked and walked until we finally found a place at Haig Road. It's a foodcourt named 'Uniquely Istimewa' I think. Haha.. Can't recall the name ah...
Anyways there were variety of food but we ordered western food for easier payment. Hehe.. But the food there were nice. Really had fun eating with Beloved Cousins.
My bros and me, Mamat and Nisa, Syimir and Syazwan, and also Syilah.
Was quite kecoh eating with cousins. But fun!
They're great people! And we met up with Nurul outside TKC as she could only join us at a later time around 8pm due to studies.
So all 10 of us walking around at Bazar Geylang having fun looking around although it was very crowded and hot. Very humid and we could possibly be drowning in our own sweat! Haha... Btw let me tell you out of all of us, I think the girls were much more noisier and kecoh than the boys.
Especially Syilah and Nisa.. Syilah the most craziest girl among us la..
But really made my day.. We 4 girls really had fun so much! Getting crazy together..
Unlike the boys too quiet and act decent only they all. Hehe...
I really enjoyed and loved this outing with my cousins!
They're really great great wonderful cousins!
Nice people! Although we're quite bad in our own way but one thing about us is that we treasure family relationships. Tried our best to meet up with each other cousins spending time together.. Rarely cousins would be so close to each other but we are very close to one another. Really would want to have another outing with each other again maybe to a movie show next time? Haha...
Mamat! Plan next outing.. Hehe...
Coolness! Touring around Geylang area on Ramadan. Really can feel the Hari Raya is coming with the crowd there. And did manage to buy a baju kurung for myself. Black colour! Haha... Black again but that's the nice colour I think..Hehe...
ANyways didnt forget my dear of course..after all the fun I had with my cousins..
Chat on the phone for awhile on my way home and also messaging him.
Misses him so much! Hehe...
Well, that's all for that day! Great day for me!!.. =)

040909.

2009-09-09T21:05:00.001+08:00

Iftar with fellow Damaianz.

It's been months since we last met each other.
Only this very day 040909 that we managed to meet up for an Iftar.
DUe to all our tight and busy schedules that we had loads of difficulties to meet up with one another and spending time together.
Everyone has their own responsibilities.
But thanks to our very own Miss Fajariah for making the Iftar a success one. Hehe..
She planned the outing making sure that all 6 of us came for the Iftar.
It was held at BBQ Chicken located in EHub!
Some pictures of our food were taken by me there.
The food were quite nice. Finished all our food. Hehe...
Btw the 6 of us were Fajariah, Seha, Sharina, Huda, Yana and myself.
Damaianz together again. Hehe..
Below are some pictures of the food shot by me! Check it out! Hehe...

AL Week. (220809-300809)

2009-09-05T01:59:00.002+08:00

Early AL for me!
First week of Ramadan.. Quite good to have AL on early Ramadan.
But at times felt upset with early AL course if possible I want my ALs to be during Hari Raya week.. Haiz.. WHat to do.. Manager gave me that slot just take it lor..
No comments.
Still new staff ma.. Hmm... Life...
My AL week was quite alright. SOme happy, sad, tiring moments I had.

220809-240809.
Nothing much happening within these days.
Only break fast at my cousin's house at Woodlands on Sunday 230809.
Quite kecoh also..Hehe...
But being at my cousin's place was really fun la..
Happy je always.. Not boring..
Hehe.. Best place ever! Haha...

250809.
PayDay!!
Yahoooooo...!!!!
Finally able to go out course its PayDay! Haha...
Went out to pay my bills before heading off to SSDC to book my theory tests and practs. But ended up only able to book practs course the machine there got probs when I wanted to book my theory tests. Haiz..Sienz..
Travel far2 but disappointed..Haiz...

260809.
Trip to JB!! Yay!!
Before going to JB with my cousin's family and my aunt, I went to SSDC again to book my theory tests. Really troublesome to travel so far just to book. Haiz..
Nvm as long I will get a good end result from all these travelling would be satisfying for me. The faster I complete all these, the better. Easier to travel.
Anyways, meet my aunt first at Woodlands interchange before going to my cousin's house. Then all of us headed off to JB around 4pm. Quite late. But still got time to jalan2 at KotaRaya Mall. I was quite bored though as I didnt have much money to shop around due to tight budget this month. Haiz... Sienz..
So I spent most of my time there loitering around talking with my nephew.
Really fun talking to him although he can annoying at times. Haha..
But great!
Actually my purpose going there was to buy kuih raya as there quite cheaper than in SIngapore. Well, I dont really know la but just bought a few types there.
Also break fast there. Nice foods they had at this restaurant which we went before on my birthday too! Haha.. Same place.. Good service too!
Well, quite heavy la my bag with all the kuihs.
Had to carry lor.. Haiz...
And I also saw this Polo shirt which was damn nice!
Cost about RM100+..
If only I have the budget I wouldve buy it la...Sien..Haha..
Nvm shall go back there on next pay most prob..Haha...
Well, went back around 9plus to 10pm..
Had a great outing there!
Kecoh with my cousins and nephews and nieces.
Coolness!!

270809.
Practical 2 Lesson 1.
Raining!!
Damn heavily!!
Haiz... Had to wear raincoat..Damn troublesome..
We started our lesson when there wasnt any lightning.
But the rain was still quite heavy.
Had a minor accident in the mini circuit lor.
Banged into the side cushions at the sides surrounding the mini circuit.
Damn it hurts abit at my jaw area and cheek!!
Haha.. Good experience though..
Well, managed to go to outer circuit though. Ended there only.
Couldnt pass that test yet. But slowly better la.
I still need some time to know the changing of gears.
Anyways, some got improved abit la..
Headed off to my cousin's house back and slept till late evening before 630pm.
Quite tiring.. Sienz.. Haha..
Then all of sudden he messaged me asking me out after breaking fast and solat Maghrib. Shocking sey..
SO met him awhile at Woodlands interchange jalan2 at Pasar Malam.
Not much things la there. Then walk around Causeway Point before spending some time together alone at a nearby park. Been a week since we last met so needed some time alone together. Really a great night for me! Hehe... And the next day meeting him again as both having theory test on same day around same time.
But he took RTT whereas I took TTT.

280809.
Had him to wake me up at 10am scared late for test at 155pm.
And also wanted to study first before going for test. Haha. Didnt study thats why quite nervous about it.
But Alhamdulillah it went well and I passed my TTT whereas he passed his RTT.
Really good both passed.
Then I played Diner Dash on his psp. Long time didnt play that game.
And guess what Im still expert in it lor..
Stil survived till level 23 before the batt went flat.
Haha..Dammit la...Haha...
He played but could only reach til level 16.
Im much better than him lor..
Really had fast fingers. Haha..
ANd now Im so tempting to buy a psp for myself! SHit!
Low budget! Haiz.. Sienz...
Anyways, I did spend some time with him walking around at Northpoint for awhile.
Happy day again! Hehe...
Then went home by bus. Didnt manage to rest at home when my mum asked me to follow my parents and lil sis to KKH to see Doc.
And guess what she got admitted due to query of her leg pain and swelling and also allergy to Bufen which they gave her there.
Haiz.. And I volunteered to stay with my sis overnight so that my parents could go home and rest. Haiz..
Tiring you know.. Didnt have enough sleep..Kept waking up.
Haiz...And sahur pon kat sana having cookies and milk.
Eating alone.. Hmm... Pity my sis..

290809.
Went back from KKH at around 1030am.
Cleared somethings at home before sleeping till 5pm w/o even bathing after coming back from hosp. Haha.. Too tired already..
At 5pm got all rushed up to go to hosp again with my brothers and dad to break fast there with my mum and sis although my sis not fasting.
But just to visit her lor and me staying over for another night.
Then at night, my cousin KakYah, Syahmi, Wak Ani and Nisa came to visit my sis at around 10pm. Really shocking to see them. HAha..
This time round I managed to sleep quite well from 11pm-430am. Although got awake around 3am but slept back. And fortunately got him to give me a wake up call for sahur. Thanks so much! Hehe.. Sahur the same thing but only that I had McSpicy also this time. Hehe.. Bought from night time. Ate alone in the dark. Sad sey.
But what to do.. So I stayed there till around noon time when my parents came.
Then me and dad went home. Did some stuffs and preparing food for breaking fast.
Had a headache though. BUt manageable then went to accompany my dad to Vivo for his work while me and Hafiz walked around Vivo. Then fetched my mum from KKH before heading home. Quite tiring la.. Working somemore next day. Sienz. Haiz.. Work again... Life... Hmm...

Well, thats all for my AL week! Haha..

Week after MC.

2009-08-25T23:46:00.002+08:00

Another four working days before my ALs and after my two days off + two days MC.
Haha.. Two days MC you know.. Long break for me..
And I came back to work feeling so lost!
New patients! New cases! And an OVERALL JUNIOR for that afternoon shift!
WIth Ivana and kak Nadia.
Fortunately I was able to survive my junior work that day.
Alhamdulillah..Syukur..
Btw guess what...
Before this I kept whining why I didnt get to do junior job since my friends got it always but this time round...
Hahaha...
I was assigned to JUNIOR job for FOUR working days straight!
Coolness!! Quite happy to be junior.
Junior with Kamariah then Yin Hong for two days.
Quite fun la with Kamariah. YH also not bad.
Finished job on time or before time always.
And finally Friday was the best!
Did a good job as junior even got praised by my patient. Hehe..
Alhamdulillah.. After a good day at work, quickly showered before heading off to Jurong to meet him to pass his Training Book.
QUite happy to meet him again but at the same time quite tired.
Especially had to go for my pract lesson at SSDC after meeting him.
Was so sleepy sey..
Two hours of training and kept falling off the bike la..
Until injured my leg and my back aching endlessly the next day.
About two-three days of aching pain before I recovered from the aches.
Haiz..But I wont stopped trying and carrying on with my practs of coz!
Go all the way Girl! Haha...
Alright gtg... Tmr sahur...Happy fasting Muslim ppl!

Best Weekends Ever.

2009-08-25T20:49:00.003+08:00

130809-150809.
Best Weekends Ever...!!
Just wished every weekends would be the same.

130809.
Morning shift.
Working in the ward today as an incharge of the second half.
Started out quite alright. But ended my medication rounds quite late around 930am.
My colleagues kept asking why I ended late but I just carried on with my work.
Carried out my changes and at the same time did some junior work since I wanted to complete the changes on time.
Well, for the first time before I went on a two-days off, my morning shift wasnt a hectic one. I managed to complete my work even before handing over report.
And much better got to go for my break.
Good day for me at work. Hehe.. Alhamdulillah.
And more shiok...can disturb talk2 and of course help my colleagues in the afternoon shift lor... So nice of me ah... Hehe...
Angkat diri sendiri pe..wakaka...
Anyways, went back straight home due to tiredness.
Slept through the afternoon as soon as I reached home.
Very tired lor.. But then decided to go to my big sis house at Woodlands.
Overnight there.. And also coz wanted to meet him at Woodlands after he ended work at 9pm. And coincidentally my big sis wanted me to accompany her to AH the next day.
How lucky and fortunate la. Everything coincidentally. Haha.
So I reached Woodlands quite early that I went to sis house first to put down my bag and rest for awhile. Around 10plus then I went out to meet him at Causeway Point as he reaching there. But I was late lor.. haha..
But anyways spent quite some time with him. Like till 2plus 3am in the morning..hehe
Very bad girl sey me.. But thanked God he's a real gentleman sending me to the doorstep before he headed home by cab. Felt bad though as he had to spend money for the cab fare. Hmm..what to do..for my safety ma.. Hehe..Thank you...
What a great day from morning to night for me! Yippee!!

140809.
Being awaken as early as 8am I think by my sis.
Had to accompany her to AH as her appointment was at 11am.
Woah damn tiring la. Slept at 4am ma thats why. And 6am heard all the noises of my younger cousins getting ready to school. Haiz..
But in any case, quite alright for me as I had a wonderful night before. Hehe..
And I met him again after accompanying my sis and after his Friday prayers lor..
Haha.. Like hadnt had enough from the last meeting. Haha..
Spent more time with him before he started work in the evening.
Really enjoyed my time with him. Loved to be with him. Hehe.

150809.
Had to wake up early again at 6am.
Damn early la..coz of my Theory lessons at 8am but due to going with my sis and her friend had to be early. Haiz.. Tiring you know..
Damn tiring.. And worse still I wasnt able to eat any heavy food that day coz of my stomach. Damn aching.. Haiz...
Only manage to eat a piece of cake in the morning and drinking tea.
And didnt eat anything else after that.
Till 5pm whereby the class ended. And he was there to fetch me! Hehe..
He was tired after his night shift but still wanted to fetch me and meet me for awhile. So sweet of him.. Hehe..
Spent some time with him again but this time only for awhile.
Coz my parents were at my sis house already to fetch me and my bro back home.
It was a great day for me to spend time with him for three days straight!
Coolness! Hehe..
But I ended with a painful aching stomach at night after I ate Nasi Lemak at night around 7pm. Maybe coz too much air in my stomach that it got shocked when I ate something all of sudden. Haha. Well, that just showed I had to take MC on Sunday.
MC again.. Haiz... Weak girl...Hmm...

But in overall I love my weekends that week! Yippee!! Hehe... =)

My National Day Week.

2009-08-17T14:23:00.004+08:00

THree Days off from 070809-090809.
What a wonderful weekends I had. Great ones!
Unforgettable although there were some boring moments I had on the 8th and 9th.
But... Haha..
I managed to fill up my boredom moments to a good one..hehe..
Well to tell you what's so exciting about my wonderful off days..
Check out below..hehe..

070809.
< First Day Off >
The day Ive been waiting for finally here.
Haha.. The day Im able to enrol myself into Class 2B is finally here!
As planned, enrolled at SSDC with my beloved big sis and her friend.
Went there with my youngest sis as she wanted to follow although tired after school.
Almost thought that my plan would spoiled but it didnt.
It worked out actually..hehe..
What I planned for that day was going to SSDC then meet ZalVat @ Woodlands as it was his day off too. So I thought if my youngest sis follow, I wont be able to meet him.
But... Haha.. I got my own ways ma..
Fortunately both my sis understanding and cool..
They allowed me to go out with him. Especially since Ive given them some money for food and also introduced him to them.
Whatsmore, my big sis said that he's very handsome. Haha..
At first I didnt really think that he's handsome course didnt wanna go for looks.
Haha... But few times seeing him then I realised he's quite handsome in person than in picture. Hehe.. Sowie..
Anyways, spent sometime with him walking around at Woodlands area.
Quite tiring walking just to find a place to sit. Haha.. Thanks to him la stay Woodlands but still dunno the comfortable place for us to settle.
Haha.. Ape jela dia nie.. Hehe.. Buat org penat je..
But nevermind that la.. I enjoyed spending my time with him that afternoon.
And that's more important.. Hehe..

080809.
< Second Day Off >
< Adek's Birthday >
< My MP3 2Years Old >
WOW!! Loads of special events ya. Haha..
But thought the day would be coolness.. But..
it wasnt really until I made my own plans with ATiqah to spend some time at Pasir Ris Park while she waited for her bf to bookout..
Fortunately she contacted me that afternoon or I would be so full of boredom that day. Haha.. Only celebrated Adek's birthday at night with a cake and some food.. Nice ones.. Well I bought the cake ma.. Haha..
Below are some pictures taken at P.Ris Park and at Home.

090809.
< Third Day Off >
< National Day 2009 >
Happy Birthday Singapore!
In the morning around 11am my family and I had already got ready to head off to my uncle's house at Jurong for Kenduri Cukur Rambut of my new cousin Baby Yasin.
Thought would be spending our day at my uncle's house for quite sometime but haiz...
My dad had to lend the van to his colleague so we only got to spend sometime outside for awhile and headed home. My cousin Mamat also followed us home and spent the day at our house before going home at night.
Quite alright la having him at our house. Made the house more kecoh that day. Hehe..
But well, me always feeling bored..so I went cycling to Pasir Ris Park alone. Exercise abit la. Hee.. Then could watch NDP on TV that evening. Really coolness!
And also watched S'pore Idol! Haha.. Quite funny la..
Well, quite a good end to the day... But was dreading to go work on Monday..Haiz..

Long Lost Friend.

2009-08-07T02:41:00.003+08:00

Long lost friend?
Haha..not really la..
What I meant its just that its been quite some time since I last went home and hang out with my friend Atiqah..
Although we worked in the same hospital, we rarely meet each other at work..
Too busy with our hectic working schedules that we also rarely contacted each other till I suddenly thought of her and contacting her.
Pathetic sey me.. What a friend.. Didnt bother to contact my friends and know about their whereabouts. Sien ah me..
But now I'll really try my best to contact my friends back and get updates from themselves.. Miss you so much my wonderful friends!!
Really wanna meet up with you people soon!!
Anyways, Atiqah's the first closest friend whom had seen my new hairstyle other than my colleagues at work.
Hehe.. And she also had a new handphone!! - Samsung Preston!
WOw!! Coolness beb!! Hahaha..
I also wanna new handphone!! Either Samsung Ultra Touch or SOny Ericsson W995?
STil in a dilemma about that.. Hmm..Pls anyone help me with these two choices.. =(
Btw we did took some pics of ourselves via Atiqah's new hp in the mrt on our way home.. Coolness!!
Got two nice shots only though.. Haha.. Anyways thanks loads Atiqah for hanging out with me and doing nothing till late night..
Really a wonderful ending to the day.. Miss ya all so much!! Muacks! Muacks!
Please contact me back my dearest friends.. Hope you can reply to my msgs ya..
Btw here are the pics we took just now.. Enjoy!!

Give your comments about my new hairstyle k..
Coz my colleagues at work kept saying I looked pretty already now and I looked like a girl.."more lady-like now"..Haha.. Thanks for the compliments people..
Some even laughed and cant get used to my new hairstyle.. Very bad.. Haha..
Nevermind la.. Well Im satisfied with my new style though.. Hehe..
Alhamdulillah rezeki lebih.. Hehe.. Update you people soonest! Take care.. =)

MC Two Days.

2009-08-07T02:31:00.002+08:00

Been wanting to get MC so much after very very long tiring weeks of working like shit..and now I finally gotten myself MC for TWO days!
Thank God like finally.. Haha..
WTH am I thinking sia..
Anyways not that I faked my illness but I was really down with GASTRIC FLU!
Unexpected diagnosis for me..
Never been diagnosed with that before..
Quite shocked actually..whatsmore due to my cough, the Doctor even said might have throat infection.
So he prescribed me antibiotics for that.. Sien..
Furthermore, before seeing Doctor I already had to wait for almost TWO f***ing hours just to see Doc.. Haiz.. WOrst day ever..
Had to called up the ward to inform about my MC..
And dunno if its really due to the lozenges the Doc prescribed for me that I suddenly had rashes and redness and swelling seen all over my face after consuming it. Damn its so itchy la but managed to get over it by sleeping..
And also the swelling and redness were really unbelievable..
Never seen myself in the mirror like that before..SIen..
So now I just tried to avoid that lozenges and took some other throat soothing sweets..Haha.. Fisherman do come in handy for me.. =)
It was a good resting days for me.. Really treasure it so much..
And just wished not to come back to ward.. Haiz.. =(

Shopping.

2009-07-30T01:59:00.002+08:00

Hey hey..!! Hehe..
Dated 290709.
Four days after PAYDAY..
Fortunately it's my off day and it'll be for TWO days!!
Yippee!! Hehe.. I am so damn happy!
Like finally another two days off from work!
Phew! Hehe..
And I was fortunate to have my cousin to accompany me to watch a Malay movie!
It's a Horror-Comedy movie titled "Jangan Pandang Belakang Congkak".
Really a funny movie! Hehe.. Cant stop laughing..
Whatsmore, after movie at 7pm, me and beloved cuz went shopping awhile at Causeway Point. Never ever I went shopping for branded stuffs!
But today...hmm... Haha..
Spent almost 100plus bucks!
Haha.. First time ever la..!!
Haha.. My parents gonna kill me if they know about this.. Haha..
But cant do this every month of course.. Or else..haha..
Thanks to my cuzzie for shopping with me and giving me suggestions too.
And now I have some new clothings to add on to my wardrobe. Hehe.
Kinda fun going shopping with my cuzzie.. Coolness! Great!
Gotta do that again some other time.. Hehe..
If not supposedly my plans were going out with my colleagues or going out with my Dmss friends but both parties cancelled the outings. So I decided to free my mind from stress by going out with my cuzzie!
Luckily she's free to go out with me.. Hehe.. Coolness cuzzie..
Thanks loads to her that I had so much fun today.
And now Im at her house overnighting here for a night as tomorrow is still my off day! Yippee!! Ok people..That's all for now.. Take care.. Adios.. =)

Exciting Days Off.

2009-07-27T21:52:00.002+08:00

240709.
First day off from 7 days straight of work.
Like finaLLy!! Argh!!
Anyways I spent the day at home surfing the net.
Tired to go out in the day but had energy to go out at night though. Haha..
Went out with my cousin's family to Expo..
It was coolness to go out with Kak Yah's family.
They bought alot of things namely food..! Yum yum!
Haha.. Loads sia.. One basket of mangosteen too! Hehe..
We toured around the Expo Hall for awhile before heading back home to their house.
I spent the night at their house after quite sometime Ive not been staying at their house. Really enjoying to be at their house. Cool cousin I have.
Felt great to be with them. At least can rest my mind from work by being with them.
Love them so much! Thanks so much cuzzies for always making my day a great one.

250709.
Pay Day!
Baby-sitting Day!
Haha.. Coolness!!
Early in the morning I already had to get ready to meet my mum at the new Geylang Market. Haha.. Very tired sia.. Supposed to meet my mum at 8am but I woke up at 7am.
Late sia! So quickly got dressed and head down to Geylang via cab. Haha..
Lucky payday already..Haha..
Anyways, was quite tiring following my mum at the market carrying all the groceries.
Haha.. Had breakfast with my mum and headed off home..
Although tired, still can have time to surf net and not sleeping..Hehe..
Weird me..
Waited for my dad to come home from work before heading off to my cousin's house at Woodlands. Around 4pm my family headed off to Woodlands. Me and my siblings had to stay in Singapore with my cousin's children while the parents went to my aunt's house at JB for a 'kenduri'.
So it's left to me to babysit the kids but not much difficulty course they're quite big enough to do their own things. Only when they quarrel or cry, I had to intervene. Hehe.. Easy job for me.. Hehe.. Better than working in the ward.
At least this job I can relax my mind and have my own free time to myself.
Nothing to stress about.. Coolness!! Hehe..
So I took care of the kids from 5pm-1am basically till both mine and the kids' parents came back from JB. Until I slept sia..Haha..
Had a great time with the kids and also enjoyed ourselves by having a karaoke session together with my bro and his gf and close friend.
Coolness!! Almost lost my voice sia..
But GREAT!! Haha.. Love it.. Just wished that the day would last forever..
Hehe.. SO I wont need to go to work on Sunday..Hehe..
Lazy sia.. No mood.. Haiz..
I miss my happy moments with my cousins and family!!
Want to go to their house again during this off days!!
Wait for me there ya dear cuzzies!! Hehe.. Wished to go Malaysia with my cousins again anytime soon after such a long time and whatsmore because of the stupid flu! Sien ah.. Wanna go! Wanna go! Wanna go! Haiz..
What a life!! Miss you cuzzies!
Miss you too! =(

Suck at Work.

2009-07-24T19:12:00.002+08:00

SUCK! SUCK! SUCK!

Why sia?!
Always like this!
Every time the day before my off day, it will be a very hectic busy nonsense working day.. Moreover, always morning shift.. Sien ah!
What a F***ing idiotic freaking day for me!!
Starting of the day already had to call here and there..
Delayed my medication rounds..
Then from two discharges to four discharges whereby the other two were last minute discharges as usual whch I hate it so much!!
WTH sia!! Rushed here and there.. Ran here and there..
Moreover, didnt even get to go for breaks from 7am till 335pm..
Working without food and drinks for 8hrs 35mins..
And till I reached home at 5pm!! Another 2 more hours..
So add up to 10hours without food and drink..
And somehow it's like as though I passing rubbish to the next shift!
Sien ah.. Really exhausted sia on that F***ing day!!
Haiz.. What a life!

Finally I have 2 days off now from work!!
Like FINALLY la..!!
Damn..wish can be longer sia..
Not enough!! Haiz.. WIsh could go for a holiday somewhere away from work..
Haiz.. What a life.. =( Gotta go through this though..
Come on Fiqa.. Be strong.. You can do it.. Go all you can girl!!
Haha.. So much encouraging words I gave to myself.. Haiz..

Baby of the Month.

2009-07-24T15:40:00.003+08:00

020709.
Baby Ahmad Yasin was borned!

160709.
Baby Izra Rizqi was borned!

Cute babies in the month of July 2009.. Cool huh.. Hehe.. =)
New cousin baby Yasin.. and..
New nephew baby Rizqi.. =)

HaPpiNeSs in Me!!

2009-07-05T21:29:00.004+08:00

020709.
Working in the ward!!
Evening shift with great funky people!!
Coolness!! Laughters heard in the 'A' Station.
So super duperly coolness! Fun! Exciting!
Enjoyable! Hehe. What else ehk? Hmm.. Hehe..
You know who I worked with on that day?
Who else if not for my partner in crime. Haha..
Of course my dearest ARoN! Haha..
ANd not to forget KaiLing, Ana and KakZam.
Cool people to work with.
ANd ARoN can finally smile and laugh at work!
Not stress at all working with them.
Really great! Me, KaiLing and ARoN also managed to go break together!
So fun! Really quite relaxing and stress at all! For once sia.. Haha..
Really hope the rest of the days will be the same as that day. Haiz..
Anyways, Im going to work with ARoN and KaiLing again on FRidaY 100709!
Hopefully it will be the same as on 020709. Hehe.
Looking forward to working with you again ARoN!! =D

030709.
Working morning shift with Kamariah, JingXiang, ChenMin and two students.
Was quite alright and not so bad la.
Although I ended abit late due to dressings to be done.
So sien with the dressings. Same type of dressings. Haiz..
But completed around 3 plus to 4pm. Quite alright lor..
Shower first and meeting someone..Hehe..
Someone whom I recently got to know.
He was late lor.. Haha.. Im damn early and really tired coz slept late at 2am I think. Haha.. Stubborn me lor.. Talking on the phone with him like don't wanna hang up.. ALthough he told me to sleep.. Hehe..
Haha..Anyways getting back to the story.. I waited for him till I could sleep for awhile at Pasir Ris Interchange.
Crowded place also I could sleep. Haha. Too tired who cares right. Haha.
We met around 5 plus to 6pm. Walked down to Downtown East to have our dinner. So hungry sia.. Well, he treated me to dinner lor since he was late. Haha.
Ate McSpicy meal. Yummy yum yum!! Hehe..
After dinner, we hangout at Pasir Ris Park. Quite dark at the swamp area. Scary also.. Lagi2 me Si Penakut. Haha. Paranoid semacam la. Kept looking around at the dark forest. Scary sia.. Whatsmore he always try to scare me.
STuppZ..! Haha.. But anyways, I decided to hangout by the beach instead.
Much more better there. Sat at the water-breaker looking at the sea and the wonderful night life by the sea. So peaceful and nice!
Talked alot. Shared some stories.. Smokez out in the air.. Laughing and hitting with one another.. More funny sia.. Really cant forget his panic face after hitting my back incidentally and causing a slight pain at my back.
Haha.. Really enjoyed spending my time with him although tired after work.
Really hope that night will never end.
And hope to spend more time with him.
REally a nice guy and he's someone whom I feel comfortable spending time with.
Can't wait to go out with him again! Soonest hopefully! Hehe..
My day was super great and wonderful! Thanks alot!!

050709.
Morning shift with YinHong and Ivana and ChenMin.
Not that bad. I was kinda bit slow but did manage to complete everything by 3pm.
And got abit hyper towards end of shift!
Although I didnt manage to go for break today. Haha..
Whatsmore, I was so happy that I managed to take blood successfully today without having any problems. Hehe.. Coolness and happiness!! Haha..
And my ward manager allowed us the morning staffs to go home by 320pm. So cool right!
Haha.. Coolness!!
As usual showered first before leaving the hospital.
To make my day much happier, my family had a gathering by the beach at ECP.
My aunts, uncles, grandma, cousins and my beloved family members were there.
So the 'kecoh' la we all. But really fun!
Laughters and smiles seen on my face and the others although it was a rainy day today. Hehe.. Also talked awhile with him on the phone planning where to go on Saturday after my work. Really had no idea sia.. Give me some ideas people!
Hehe.. More coolness, one of my dearest cousin staying here for tonight with me!
Coolness!! Happiness in my life again!! Hopefully it will last forever.. Insya'Allah. Amin. Miss you so much!! =D

Politics. Haiz..

2009-06-30T00:53:00.002+08:00

Haiz..
No one can be trusted.
People can anytime backstab us or bad-mouthed about us.
Haiz..
These types of people basically can be found everywhere.
One place I know now is my workplace.
Had their own clics there.
Must always beware of it.
Can't anyhow talk about any of them there.
So sien. Unhappy with them also have to 'tahan'.
Haiz..
No point if I wanna tell manager.
They can't help much even.
If got problems with any of the staffs also had to keep it from them.
So everything is being bottled up in my heart.
You can know how it feels like right.
So painful. Stressful.
Ending up crying alone or lighting up that 'asap'.
Haiz..
My workplace is full of politics.
That is why can't trust any of them except for those closest with me and I really trust them.
Haiz..
I am so planning out to go from there.
Maybe to the ortho ward or leaving SGH to CGH?
Or maybe trying out paramedics.
One of my passion. Shall reconsider that decision ya. Hmm..
Whatsmore my manager who helped me alot is going to leave the ward. Sien ah.
Tomorrow her last day with us.
That's why have ward meeting tomorrow. Haiz..
Nice people will always leave. So sickening feeling.
Hopefully tomorrow my day will be a good one spending time with a few of my colleagues whom I can laugh with while working with them.
At least can make me feel better right. Hmm..
Haiz.. Well gtg now. Will update you people soon. Tc.

Abil's 6th BirthDay!

2009-06-29T23:30:00.002+08:00

240609.
The day I had been looking forward to.
ALthough had to wake up early morning for a mask-fitting, but it was alright lor.
Had Hafiz to accompany me. Really nice of him for willingly accompany me patiently to SGH and then to Woodlands. Thanks Bro!
Had a good morning with Ashley and Sharon too for the mask-fitting.
Had our Breakfast cum Lunch. Haha.
Was at SGH from 10am-12noon.
Quite a good start for the day. Hehe.
Me and Hafiz headed off to Woodlands! My cuz's house!
Me, Hafiz, Syahmi & Abil Boy headed off to Causeway Point for the Movie!
Yippee! Met up with Nisa & Mardha.
Spent so much time together there.
Was so super fun lor!
Watched Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen! Really a great movie!
All of us loved it! So worth it lor!
Hehe. Spent the night at KakYah's house.
Had BirthDay celebration at their house. Really great day!
Some pictures I took on that day can be seen below. Hehe.

250609.
Spent half the day at KakYah's house.
Really enjoyed my stay there.
Wished it could be longer but what to do.
Ive started working ma.
Haiz. If only I still have my holidays. I could go M'sia and stay over at KakYah's place too. Haiz. Working life really is restricting my activities.
Sien ah. Haiz.. Really hope I can do much things during my ALs. That's my only holidays! So looking forward to it which will be in October lor. Haha.
So long.. After Raya lak tu.. More sien. Haha. WHat to do. Life ma. Hmm..
But anyways really had so much fun and great time with my cousins on my off days! Yippee!!

A Week of "I Don't Know What".

2009-06-29T22:56:00.002+08:00

220609.
Had morning shift after the wonderful great weekends.
Being assigned to Central as a Junior.
Really don't know what to do.
So lost! But managed to go through the whole day smoothly with the staffs there.
Not that busy that morning.
Quite relaxing I could say. Hehe. Alhamdulillah.
ANyways, accompanied my cousin KakYah to see Dr at TTSH that day.
Shockingly, her husband and all her children also followed.
Haha. Quite fun la I could say. And they managed to convince me to overnight at their house at Woodlands that night. But I had to go to work the next afternoon from there lor. However it is, I enjoyed my night with them.
Had ice-creams together. And also AbgJo bought asap for me. Hehe.
Thanks loads AbgJo. Mcm tau2 je I needed it. Hehe.
Well, I slept around 3am there. Wanted to watch Operation Dumbo Drop but fell asleep. Hehe. Missed it! Haiz..

230609.
Well, had afternoon shift.
Went to work by cab from KakYah's house. Hehe.
Left there abit late. Hehe.
Anyways nothing much happening lor that afternoon.
Only knew that I looked forward to my off days 24th and 25th June. Hehe.

240609.
Syabil's 6th Birthday! Mask-fitting Day! Hehe.
Wanna know more about this great day.
Wait for my next entry! Hehe.

250609.
Also to follow-up in my next entry. Hehe.
Sorry people.

260609.
After the wonderful off days.
Back at work. Haiz.
So sien. Stuppid! Argh! Hate it!
Damn it la! ARgh! Don't wanna talk about it in this entry.
So damn it la! I'll tell you people in the next next entry I guess. Hmm.

270609.
Quite alright.
But don't have the mood to work in the morning.
Felt so sien. Haiz..

280609.
Afternoon job on a Sunday.
Quite alright. Not that stressful la.
Had time to go for break and complete all my stuffs.
And signed off on time.
Went to KakYah's place for awhile to send somethings with my family.
And slept late at 6am. Hehe.
Coz off ma for two days so decided to watch my favourite drama again online. Hehe.
Well, that's for the week of mix happiness and sadness. =)

Great Weekends!

2009-06-22T00:14:00.003+08:00

Great weekends again!
Loving it!
After quite a relaxing Friday morning, I met up with my cousins at Bedok.
Chilling out for awhile.
QUite fun and relaxing our mind indeed.

My Saturday too was really great!
Window shopping with my wonderful lovely younger siblings, cousin, nieces, and a new friend @ Tampines Shopping Centres.
Spent half of the day there before heading off to send my nieces back to their home @ Woodlands. Really a fun and great day!
They did enjoyed their day and Im happy to see smiles on their faces.
Some shots were taken in the bus on our way to Woodlands.
Really cute! Hehe.

Father's Day on Sunday was also great!
Really enjoy spending time with my family members.
But before the family outing, I woke up early to Tampines East CC for the Blood Donation. Really enjoy donating blood to save lives. Hehe.
The family outing was from 4pm onwards. Went to NTUC to buy some household stuffs.
Really very kecoh la my siblings nie. Haha. Love it!
Then my mum treat us all to food @ Food Culture!
Nice yummy food we had! Enjoyed most! Hehe.
Window shopping with my family was also great! Spent most time @ Toy'R'Us.
Haha. Like small kids we all. But great! Haha.
Also played some games @ TimeZone. Fun too!
Then head off home to eat IceCream Float and watching tv!
Great weekends indeed! With my younger siblings playing Monopoly with me!
Great game Sis & Bro. Hehe. Shall do this often! Hehe.
Okies gtg. Tmr morning shift. Working again.
Take care people! Love ya!
And enjoy viewing the pictures below of my wonderful weekends! Heehee..

Is it the same feeling as before.

2009-06-16T01:56:00.002+08:00

That feeling somehow reappears again.
Felt so happy at night.
Having someone to talk to and joke with.
Laughing like before.
Feel much more better. Not lonely.
Wonder if it's the same feeling like I had 2 years ago.
But I can't say much now course it's just the beginning of our friendship.
Just got to know each other recently.
Someone whom I got to know through net.
He made me smile again like before.
That smile which I had 2 years back.
But it's still too early for me to say more about it and to expect more from the friendship. However, I can't deny the fact that he made me happy everyday every night and always look forward to the next day just to be in contact with him.
His voice is cute. Hehe.
And we do share some common things together.
More to sports.
And the thing I like is that I don't feel bored talking to him on the phone.
With his nonsense and lame conversation really made me smile and laugh.
But I will surely wanna deny that feeling I had before.
Put it far back from my heart.
Cause I don't think Im ready to face the same episodes like the past.
Most probably I'll try to stay friends and get to know more people and have more friends.
But I do hope this new friendship that had just begun, will be able to last forever. Insya'Allah. God willing Im sure I'll find the right special one to be with me always and by my side always. Amin.

Jurong Bird Park Outing!

2009-06-14T03:17:00.002+08:00

Date: 13th June 2009.
Event: World Blood Donor Day!
Venue: Jurong Bird Park.

Waking up early Saturday morning. Quite tiring.
But do to eagerness to go to Jurong Bird Park, my sleepy eyes became wide open!
Haha. Been ages since I last went there.
Can't even remember when I went there.
Fortunately, I got a pair of admission tickets for free by HSA.
So I went with my siblings-Afiq and Adek, also my cousin-Sabrina.
The other pair of tickets I bought them at a discounted price.
So fortunate for us.

There were loads of visitors at the Bird Park.
Most of them comprised of the blood donors with family and friends.
Received goodie bags and a cap.
Cool red cap! Hehe.
ANyways, all four of us started touring around the Bird Park.
Loads of birds we saw. Various types. Small to big birds.
Interesting. Didn't know Singapore has various kinds of birds.
Mostly should've been imported from overseas I guess.
Anyways, although it rained for awhile, I managed to capture quite a number of shots of the various types of birds there.
Wanna see? Enjoy watching the photoshots Ive taken at the Bird Park.

Loads of pictures right? Hehe.
Anyways Im glad my siblings and cousin really enjoyed our tour there.
The programme that we liked most was the Bird Show held at the Pools Amphitheatre.
Cool show! Love it! Really hope we can go there again in future! Hehe.
Thank you HSA for giving this rare opportunity. Muacks!! Hehe.

Damn F***ing Boring IT Training.

2009-06-09T22:09:00.003+08:00

Idiot!
Waste my time waking up early in the morning just to attend a freaking F***ing boring training! Argh!! WTH!!
Thought going training could rest my mind for awhile away from the ward but it really made me so freaking tired.
Sitting down in the room facing the computer for 7 hours with the trainers kept on talking and nagging about the IT stuffs and future plans thingy which I don't understand. Whatever la.
What I know, I fell asleep most of the time especially after lunch period.
And whatsmore, the trainers were really monotonous!
And longwinded!!
ARgh!! Can't stand it sia!
Me and the rest of the staffs in the room especially my friends were really relieved when the last trainer released us @ 5pm.
Like FINALLY!! Haha.
Glad the day was finally over. Really a boring training.
I would prefer my previous training which was the Service Quality and Mind.
That was way much better and enjoyable training for me. I just wished that all trainings would be like that. Haha. I wished.
Anyways, that's all for today. Tomorrow back in the ward for another 3 more days of working before I can have my 2 days off.
Haiz..Really tired already. Im so F***ing looking forward to this weekends!
PLEASE time flies fast to this weekend! PLEASE! Im so tired and exhausted already. Haiz.. And I need someone to be there for me always. Really hope there is someone out there.

Wonderful Day with Dmss Buddies.

2009-06-05T03:15:00.004+08:00

Dated 040609.
A Wonderful Day with my Wonderful Dmss Buddies!!

Been waiting for this day for such a long time.
Finally I managed to get most of us for an outing together.
Had a great time with them.
Just wish the day will not end that fast.
Really enjoyed my day with them without having to think about work.
Free my mind from all those stressful workloads.
Happy laughing and taking photos together with my wonderful buddies.

To tell you what we did the whole day, here it is.
Supposedly to leave house at 130pm but as usual me went out late. Hehe.
Sorry you all to keep y'all waiting. Hehe.
Anyways, we all managed to board the same bus to City Plaza.
We walked to Grandlink Square KTV for our karaoke session as planned.
Had a great time there although the sound system wasn't that good like Cashbox Studio. And most of the time my voice would be heard course the rest were quite shy to sing. Haha. Especially Faiz. Hehe. Simpan suara je. After NS, must keluarkan suara tau. Hehe. Had 2 hours of singing session before heading to Arnolds @ City Plaza to meet Seha and for our dinner.
Really 'kecoh' ah we all @ Arnolds. Hehe. Enjoyed our scrumptious meal there.
Managed to complete everything. Hehe. Rezeki jangan dibuang. Hehe. Good people.
After eating and window-shopping there, we ran out of ideas suddenly of our next location. And the night was still early for us. Hehe.

We ended up moving to Tampines whereby there's THREE malls for us to go. Hehe.
Window-shopping at Century Square and Tampines Mall!
Really fun! And I came up with the idea of having our dessert-ICECREAM!!
Hehe. My FAVOURITE!!
We had our scrumptious ice-cream @ TM Swensens!
Enjoying!! Haha. And had loads of photoshots taken there!
Camera freaks la we all!
And whatsmore, before Faiz go for NS next week!
Memories for all of us! Coolness!!
We also spent some time taking photos @ the open space located @ TM level 4.
Loads of photos taken there!
Still waiting for my buddies to send all those wonderful pictures to me.
Really really damn freaking nice and memorable ones!
Climbing here and there for the shots.
Like MODELS!! Hehe. THE NEXT TOP SINGAPORE MODELS! Hahaha.
Don't forget to send all those pictures wonderful people! Hehe.

But at the moment, enjoy watching the photos taken @ Arnolds and Swensens using my handphone! Really yummy we food we had! YUM! YUM! Enjoy!

Other wonderful photoshots taken using Nizam's new cool camera!
Thanks alot Nizam for all the photoshots! It's so crystal clear!
Check out the shots below ya! Nice ones..!! Loving it!! Haha. ENjoy!

And thank y'all for making your day free to make the outing a successful one!
Love y'all so much! Will miss you guys!

One Week Journal.

2009-05-30T20:52:00.002+08:00

250509.
Had a Service Quality Mind training session @ HR around 9am.
Went there with Atiqah and our ward mates.
Really enjoyed my day there with a few colleagues who were also from NYP.
Had lunch @ Pizza Hut nearby.
Really very the 'kecoh' sia. Haha.
But it made my day. Whatsmore with the activities held in the second part of the programme. Thanks to the speaker, Louis, and the bestest group I was in.
Really chaotic and enjoyable group.
I just wished that everyday would be like that day. Haha.
And after the session, I had a very hard time in fact stressful time of finding the attire for my graduation day which was on the next day.
However, I was lucky that I managed to find the attire for that special day. Alhamdulillah.

260509.
Graduation Day 2009!
My very own GRADUATION DAY!!
Finally after THREE YEARS of studies in NYP taking Diploma in Nursing.
Alhamdulillah syukur. I managed to withstand all those THREE challenging years in the course.
I was so super duper happy especially when both my parents were there to share my happiest day ever in receiving my Diploma Cert after a hardwork of studies.
Thank you so much my dearest Mom and Dad!
Love you both so much!!
Really had a wonderful great super duper day in school with all my friends.
Miss all of them so much. Especially NR0621.
Wonderful classmates. Will always remember them in my mind and heart.
Had a wonderful photoshots taken with my friends and my parents.
Will keep them in my memories.
And to make the day much better and memorable one, me, Ijan and Raudhah spent our time together watching the movie - Night at the Museum 2 and also had dinner together. At the same time, just 'lepak'-ing around at town area and sharing some stories together as it had been quite some time since we met each other.
Really misses all those wonderful times I had with them in school.
The Graduation Day as in whole day was a great day for me!
I LOVE IT!! Hehe.

270509.
MOM & DAD 21ST ANNIVERSARY!
Hehe. Fortunately my OFF DAY!
So I told my parents to go on a 'date'.
A romantic couple la I would call it.
Hehe. While me take care of my sis at home.
My dad brought my mom to a movie then for a lunch.
Whereas me and my siblings planned on ordering pizza and also make a card.
Fortunately gotten my pay already. So can order pizza.
We ordered the new Viva deal pizza from Pizza Hut.
Rarely can get us to buy something for our parents.
Alhamdulillah. Since Ive gotten a career now that I can treat my loved ones to food or basic needs.
Im glad and grateful to have a stable career now.
Can really help alot in my family.
Amin. =)

280509.
Beloved Aunt and Uncle's 21ST Anniversary.
Also BACK to WARD! (after 3 DAYS away from ward)EVENING SHIFT.
Fortunately I incharge of first half while my colleague 2nd half.
Quite alright la that evening.
Manageable. And coping well. Alhamdulillah.
But for once I could go for break on a weekday.
Hehe.

290509.
Another EVENING SHIFT with another senior staff!
Instead of my preceptor.
But fortunately I could cope with the workload for that evening.
Alhamdulillah. Syukur.

300509.
MORNING SHIFT!
This morning was quite busy in the early morning.
Loads of IVs that I had to give.
Whatsmore with all the Drs' rounds, all the caseo notes and IMRs all over the place.
How to give my medications on time?
Aiyo. Can go crazy sia. And worst, one of the HOs borrowed my pen.
Difficult sia without a pen. Haha.
And I ended up lost my friend's pen instead.
Haha. What to do. I had to buy a new pen for her. Hehe.
But we did manage to clear all our tasks in time before passing report.
And could go for break! Hehe.
And I ended my day today with a good outing with my dearest cousins.
Wonderful time we had. Thanks to them for willing to accompany me to Peninsula to buy a new pair of jeans. Like finally I bought a new pair la course my previous jeans were quite tight for me and whatsmore skinny jeans. Haha.
So now I bought a straight cut jeans for myself.
Hehe. Quite happy today with their company. Love them so much! Hehe.

Alright then. That's all for now and for the whole week of my life's experience.
Bestest week I had so far. Hehe.
Alhamdulillah. Syukur. Amin. Tc ppl. Love ya loads. =D

Another Good Weekends.

2009-05-25T00:53:00.002+08:00

Working on a Saturday morning.
With my preceptor Ana and my new colleague Kailing.
Being incharge of first half whereas Kailing second half.
Quite happy to have my preceptor working with me.
She was junior for yesterday.
I did help out with junior work as there was only three of us working in the morning at 'A' Station. As I had settle most of my changes, I helped Kailing with some of the changes as she's also new in the ward.
Ana also told me to help Kailing as I had been in the ward for quite some time and to share knowledge with one another. That's a good thing. Also to make me a more better nurse. Hehe. And I also learn to manage my time better and prioritise my stuffs. And most importantly, completed my work on time. Hehe.

After work more fun! Had a short shopping time with my family and relatives at Giant Tampines. Shopped for my graduation day. But only managed to buy a shirt. No pants and shoes yet. Haiz. Stress sia thinking about this graduation thingy. Hmm.
Anyways, enjoyed my day with my niece's birthday held at her house in Woodlands.
Three families celebrating a 10-yr-old gril's birthday.
Really had fun there. Karaoke session was the best! Haha. I could really relieve my stress through singing. So fun! And also lost a bit of my voice. Haha. And I also envied my niece's new hairstyle-her rebonded hair.
I wanna rebond my hair too!! Hehe. I'll have it done soon! Hehe.

Working on a Sunday afternoon was quite relaxing.
Managed to go for my break for once. Hehe.
And working with Ana, Kailing and Jasmine (NUS student).
At first, I was assigned to do junior work whereas Kailing, incharge of all.
But Ana wanted Kailing to familiarise herself with the routine and junior work.
So I ended up being incharge of first half again and Ana second half.
Had fun though being incharge of first half on a Sunday afternoon. Not that busy and chaotic like weekdays. All of us could still laugh and joke around.
Not that stressful after all. Hehe.
Had a talk with Ana for awhile.
Im really grateful that my preceptor is Ana.
Really nice and never scolded me. Helped me alot.
Especially in prioritising and organising my work.
Thanks to her advices that I managed to cope with my workload now although at times the situation is quite stressful and hectic.
But so far both weekends that I did were really relaxing.
Not that stressful and able to have breaks.
Alhamdulillah. Hopefully I'll be able to become a better nurse as time goes by.
Insya'Allah. Amin.

My Off Days.

2009-05-22T00:44:00.002+08:00

One great off days I had this week.
After a week of tiring and exhausting working period, I finally had a good rest.
But not really resting at home la. Hehe.
I had a badminton match with my friend which didn't last that long even.
We spent more time talking instead of playing. Haha.
But enjoyed the afternoon. Thanks alot Ijan for asking me out for a short match.
Hehe. Really appreciate it. Especially when I've started work in SGH.
Thought I would be having dinner with my DMSS friends after the match but...
Hmm.. You know what I meant with all the dots.. Hehe.
Of course that means we didn't meet for a dinner due to some reasons.
Well, other than that this afternoon was good.
Had a wonderful outing with my brother-Hafiz.
Accompanied him to the mall nearby to buy his things and at the same time finding new clothings for my graduation day but..
Didn't find any. Most of it are quite expensive ah. Whatsmore, haven't gotten my pay yet. More worse sia. Hmm.. What to do but still I have to find an attire for my special day. Haiz.
Anyways, I really should thank my brother so much for willing to accompany me to window shopping this afternoon. Although he was tired, he still willing to follow me to all the shops that I went. Hehe. Thanks alot bro. Love you. Hehe.
Hmm. Tomorrow Im working back in the ward. 4 Days of working before my next off day.
Had to 'tahan' la girl. Hehe. Insya'Allah can. Amin.

Once a Wonderful Weekend @ Work.

2009-05-17T18:38:00.002+08:00

Never ever had a good day at work before.
Finally I got to experience such wonderful days at work during this weekend.
Working with my nice preceptor Ana and crazy Miera. Hehe. Sorry girl.
Anyways, we could laugh and talk during our shifts on the weekends.
Working together hand-in-hand.
And of course complete everything on time.
And finally signing out on time.
Hehe. Like finally and once in this working experience Im able to be happy and laughing during my work shift.
And being able to work within my working pace which is not too fast like the other days.
Quite exhausting to work at a fast pace.
As in super duper fast la.
Hmm.. Just wish that the other days will be like the weekends but that is so impossible. Will never happen I can say. Haiz..
Anyways, my preceptor went through my competency checklist with me today and also giving me some feedback of my performance this far.
Need some improvement la.
Loads of things I need to learn.
Hopefully I can make it la.
Insya'Allah. Amin.

By the way. Haha. Thanks ARon for allowing me to try venepuncture on you. Hehe.
Kinda cool and fun!
Didn't expect that I can do successfully during the first try.
And for your info girl, it was really painful a few hours after you did venepuncture on me.
Haha. Can't really bend my arm sia. Haha.
But now abit okla. Thanks once again for enjoying the venepuncture with me yesterday.
Really fun! And coolness! Hehe. See ya tmr girl!

You My LoveAqifZamani

2009-05-11T20:54:00.002+08:00

**AqifZamani**

My Love.
My Life.
My Happiness.
My Everything.

Haha.
Too addicted to the character in "Dari Mata Arisa".
Good storyline.
Good characters.
Sweet.
Nice.
Romantic.
Not to forget - The Antagonists.
Evil.
Annoying.

Well in any case, I love watching the series.
Feel like finding the book and read it too.
And also watching the series again.
Not a bored series at all.
Likeable.
My favourite now.
And most of all..

I like this character - Aqif Zamani.
Acted by Syed Aiman.
His character really made me wish that there will be someone like him in reality.
The characteristics in Aqif Zamani are what I want in my Dream Guy.

*Loving.
*Caring.
*Understanding.
*Responsible.
*Seorang yang Soleh.
*A family guy.
*Setia.
*Will always be there for the person he loves.
And lastly..
*Handsome too. Hehe. (that's just a bonus la.)

Hmm.. I wonder if there's such person like Aqif Zamani in this real life.
I really hope that I will be able to meet someone like him in future.
Be the important person in my life.
Insya'Allah. I will meet someone with most of the characteristics that I'd mentioned.
Only time will tell.

Busy Morning.

2009-05-08T21:36:00.003+08:00

I thought today would be a relaxing morning but NOT!
Its worse than yesterday lor.
Very busy. Especially when just started the shift.
Haiz..
Lots of new orders and changes to be done.
Stressfull you know.
But lucky I had Aron's Leonith to help me settle my changes one by one.
Thanks to both the preceptor and preceptee in helping me just now.

Thanks alot Aron for helping me and waiting for me to complete my work.
Even on your off day, you had to come to the ward.
Thanks alot ya for the help.
Really appreciate it.
Really appreciate both these staffs for their help since Im a lost abandoned chick again. Haiz..
What to do..
Just my luck..
Just need to stay strong to be in this line. Hmm..
Anyways, I hope to work with my preceptor back again next week.

By the way.. Haha..
I gotta tell you that the new batch of HOs are quite nice.
And I met this one HO who is very nice and polite.
He asked me for help to disconnect a drip. He kept saying thank you and said 'Terima Kasih'. I thought he learnt abit of Malay that's why he said that.
But then, he came to me again for help. Guess what. He talked to me in Malay Indonesian accent. Shocked me sia.
I was like smiling2 behind the surgical mask that I wore. Haha.
Can even recall his name Stanley. Haha. Nice Doc. Should be from Indonesia I think. Haha. Niwaez, I just hope this new batch of HOs won't trouble us nurses so much.
Hope they will remain this nice forever. Hehe.

Stress!!

2009-05-06T00:30:00.002+08:00

After a long days off from work, Im back in the ward this afternoon.
Without my preceptor, Im assigned to be in charge of all 16 patients again.
Thought that I'll be able to do it but..
Haiz..
My work just can never end.
Being left to do loads of things myself.
Handling things myself..
Really stressed me up.
Didnt able to complete my work on time.
Being left in the ward to complete my stuffs till 10plus.
Haiz..
I cried on my way home.
Fortunately my dad fetched me and the van was dark.
So nobody knew that I cried.
Cried in the dark.
Really felt like quitting this job. Or maybe at most, wanting to transfer to Ortho ward. Haiz..
Im still thinking if I should tell my ward sister about it.
One of my ward sister did ask if I was ok.
And of course I kept smiling and said ok course didnt want them to have a negative thinking about me.
Haiz..
Working life for me now is really tough.
Everyone would say its a norm for a start.
But...
It's just too difficult for me.
I know it will take time but..
why cant they just give me more time to get use to the system and familiarise myself with the ward routine?!!
Why cant they just see that Im still struggling??!!
Im really sad and depressed with myself.
Felt that the staffs really didnt like me due to my slowness in my work.
Please give me some time!
At least let me take charge of half the patients first as a start.
That's all I asked for.
I really am feeling depressed and stress now!
I need more guidance.
It's just a few weeks Im working there.
Im still lost!
I dont know who to talk to now!
God please help me. I really need your guidance and strength to move on.
Im just not sure what will become of me.
I may just breakdown one of these days. Haiz..
Worst still Im starting to go on my bad habit now which is asap.
Haiz.. Been trying to avoid that so much.
Now... Haiz..

050509.

2009-05-05T03:26:00.002+08:00

Dated 5th May 2009. (0505)

It's his birthday.
21st Birthday! "Key to freedom" - that's what people use to say about that age.
Haha. But I dont know if it's real.
Haven't yet reached that age ma. Hehe.
Anyways, it's his birthday today.
Didnt give him any present this year.
Didnt even plan to give also due to some reasons.
Just a birthday wish. Which I think is good enough.
It's the thought that counts right?
That's what people use to say too even till now.
But whatever it is, I won't forget his birthday.
A special friend to me.
Will always be in my mind.
In any case, I wish him happiness with his loved ones and a good health.
I'll be happy to see him happy.
And Im happy with my life now.
Being single and able to do all the things that I want.
And have time for my own favourite things like - admiring my Wolverine and watching Wolverine action movies. Hehe.
Anyways, HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST FRIEND!
MAY GOD BLESS YOU. AND REMEMBER ME ALWAYS. (AS A FRIEND).
That's all I asked for. Tc. =)

GlamZ.

2009-05-04T17:50:00.003+08:00

Hey2..

Finally Ive rebonded my fringe. Quite alright la.
Happy with it now. So Ive taken some pictures of me.
Tangkap glamz!! Haha. And my friend said its 'EMO-look' for me. Haha.
Want that EmoGirl to come back. Haha.
Really miss those EMO times. So EMO!! If add eyeliner to my eyes, more EMO sia.
Shall put that image on soon. Haha. Crazy EMO girl..
And...
Relieve stress also with all these pictures taken while I went out with my family last weekend.
Really enjoyed my weekends. Dont wanna end the long OFFDAYS!! Argh!!
Anyways enjoy my new hairdo. Hehe..

And do give your comments on my new look ya. Would really appreciate it. Hehe. Thanks.

My Dearest Wolvey.

2009-04-30T23:24:00.002+08:00

WOLVERINE!!

I am so in loved with you. =D
Hahaha.
Watching him act in X-Men and seeing his face really melt my heart.
Wolverine or real name - Hugh Jackman.
He's really damn HOT and HANDSOME!
I like his body shape too!
It really takes a few years to work on having that kind of body for guys. His big muscular arms. WOW! Damn HOT sia!
Don't believe see the pictures below which I took online few days back.

Aiyah. But too bad he's married already with two kids.
Haha. Still can have time to do research about him ah. Crazy sia me.
In the midst of my busy week with work, I still have to find time for entertainment ma. So by looking at Hugh Jackman's picture really brighten up my day.
Entertain myself with the things I like. Haha.
Relieve my tension and stress at work.

Me with my Wolverine whereas my partner Aron with her Spidey!
Haha. That's how we entertain ourselves lor.
Like schoolgirls who fancy fiction characters. Comic heroes somemore. Haha.
But who cares la. I like Wolverine and his HOT MUSCULAR BODY!
So super duper melt me. Haha.
Im crazy already. Nevermind. As long not admitted to IMH is alright. Haha.
Well. Enjoy watching the slideshow of my favourite hero!
And don't forget to watch X-Men Origins: Wolverine movie in the cinema now!

Breathless.

2009-04-30T22:42:00.002+08:00

SWINE FLU!!!

Another outbreak?!
Hopefully not. Please prevent this outbreak from happening here!!
Cause I can't take it anymore!!
Wearing a N95 or Drager mask for the whole of 8 hours of work in the clinical area?!!
So breathless and HOT! CO2 sure very damn high lor.
Already SOB. Can have asthma sia like that.
Ish. Choy ah. Touch wood.
Another thing it causes itchiness and redness to my face and ears.
And also cause an outbreak to my face with pimples. Haiz.
Managed to escape the SARS outbreak. Then now another new disease outbreak?
Hmm... Really pray hard the outbreak won't be happening in Singapore. Or I may just wanna quit. Haha. Bad sia me.
But I really can't stand the full PPE and PAPR.
Really will make you sweat like pig! Haha. Whatsmore the uniform is not absorbent and quite thick lor. Wear the uniform only is hot. With the PPE and PAPR more worse la. Aiyo. What to do sia. Being a nurse like that lor. Haiz. Regret now no point la girl.
Anyways it's a good and saint job. Should be grateful and thankful that I chose this career path course Im able to help people who are sick and in need. That's what I always tend to do ma. That's just me. A nice helpful girl who tends not to say 'NO' to people in need.
Hmm.. Is that a good thing or bad? Anyone can tell me? Hmm..

Well.. I just need to pray to God to give me the strength and light to the correct path. And continue with my career till I achieve my goals. Im sure I can make it through this tough period. Insya'Allah. Amin.

Adopted Baby.

2009-04-28T21:49:00.002+08:00

Abandoned for two weeks.
With only minimal guidance. Lost in a new world.
Almost drowning. Struggling still.
Only yesterday being adopted back.
Being taught and guided from drowning into the deep sea.
Although with my slow working pace and still struggling, I had someone to guide and help me through. Assigned to manage 16 patients for the first time was quite challenging. Second day of the week too the same. But I can tell you morning shift is much more chaotic and busy. Haiz. Stressful! Challenging!
But still keep holding on..
Wah like the Avril Lavigne song sia. Haha.
Anyways I can be considered quite fortunate to have a nice and helpful preceptor.
Also guided me through these two days. Hopefully she won't anti- me or something due to my slow-ness.
Im like having mind block sia. Becoming forgetful at times and really lack of knowledge. Haiz. Sien ah. Still got IV Exams to study. How to memorise all the notes. Can really jam my mind. Also feel like going to burst only my brain. Haha.

Bismillahirahmannirahim. Ya Allah. Berikanlah petunjuk kepada HambaMu yang lemah ini dan terangkanlah hati ku ini. Semoga apa yang ku pelajari dapat ku ingati. Amin.

Unplanned Outing.

2009-04-27T00:48:00.002+08:00

Well I didn't really planned to have an outing this afternoon but...

Haha. Thank God for giving me a wonderful day to be with wonderful people. Thanks alot Atiqah for willing to accompany me to the saloon to have my fringe rebonded. And also thanks for the introduction to your wonderful friends and the scary movie. Haha. This I got to tell you people. Haha.

We watched movie "Jangan Tegur" at Century Square around 7.15pm. We went in abit late so missed a small part in the beginning la. But whatever it is still managed to watch the rest of the movie. And guess what. Almost through out the whole movie, the 6 of us would cover our eyes at some point. Laughing and screaming and giving comments like "Don't turn around la", "Why must go there at night?" and so on and so forth. Trying to convey the message to the actors or actresses but it's all directed what. Haha. Funny la they all. Even me also times two la. Haha. The sound effects were the ones making the movie quite scary. Shouldn't have watched it man. Haha. Really scary for me. But quite alright la. Haha.

So yea. Great day with great people. Thanks alot people especially my wonderful friend Atiqah. Will miss you loads girl. Hope to go out with you again soon. Tc.

Beloved Brother's Birthday.

2009-04-27T00:00:00.003+08:00

250409.

Finally a Saturday had come. My DAY OFF!! And not to forget, my PAY DAY TOO!!! Haha. Cool man. My beloved brother Hafiz's birthday and he is so damn lucky la. I just got my 1st official pay. So can treat my family members to a big feast at JB. Haha.

So yea. My family, Kak Yah's family and Wak Ani's family went JB on that day. Only went City Square la. Not that far. Went shopping there till we almost dropped. Haha. And worst I had a headache too la. Freaking irritating and bad. Haiz. But anyways, did enjoy my day with my family members there. I was the boss for that day as I was the one treating to the wonderful dinner at a restaurant called 'Sedap Corner'. The food was quite nice and at an affordable price. Good service too. Haha. Thanks loads to the restaurant for the wonderful dinner. Haha. And I also did buy gifts for my bro Hafiz and my partner in crime whose birthday is just around the corner. Haha. Won't forget one la. Anyways, we didn't cut the Birthday cake there as all of us were already full. So we decided to bring back home to Kak Yah's house at Woodlands.

We reached her house around 10pm from JB. Quite tiring sia. But really worth it and enjoyed it loads. Well, as planned, Birthday Boy cut his Birthday cake!! Below are some pictures of the cake and the Birthday Boy himself. Enjoy!!

Haha. And I just realised from these pictures, my brother looks darker course I could see his bright red lips. Haha. He sure looks tanned but still quite handsome to me. Haha.

Yet Another Rough Day.

2009-04-26T23:32:00.002+08:00

240409.

Last day of my working week for this week. Haiz. Yet another rough day. Thought it would be a great day but... No one knows what me and my friend went through on that evening shift except Him. Having to be in-charge of 8 patients each and being supervised by a Staff Nurse who is much senior than us but at the same time, she's doing the junior job. Haiz. And didn't really guide us much la. Always telling us to speed up. But what do you expect from us who are still new and just a week old in the ward doing shift work. It was so stressful. I went for a quick break alone and burst into tears in the staff toilet alone. Couldn't control my feelings anymore at that moment. Haiz. I was grateful though to have my friend, Sharon working together with me on that day. At least I had someone when I was in a mess with all the work. Thanks alot Aron! I really hope to work together with you more often and helped each other to complete our jobs. We can prove to the other unhelpful and unfriendly staffs what we are able to do and that we can do it! No matter what. We are all in this together. One for all, all for one! Aron and Adon can never be defeated. Haha. Crap sia me. Haha.

But whatever it is, I'll pray that God will help us go through all these challenges. And show us light to the right path. Insya'Allah. Amin.

Bad Day with Tears.

2009-04-21T21:10:00.002+08:00

Crystals started to form in my eyes this afternoon.
First time to be in Central Station. Yet another new environment and new work pace for me. Another period of shock after managing to get through the previous shock of being in a new ward. Haiz. Life is just so difficult. Especially in this working life whereby people can't be trusted 100%. But when you're new, you tend to just trust the seniors. Haiz.
Anyways, today I had a hard time managing course in the morning, my seniors kept calling me to do this and that. Without knowing Im only ONE person with A PAIR OF HANDS. Of course I can't do everything at the same time! But why can't they see it?! Damn it la! I just hate it. I know Im new but why must they make me like this?! Im no longer a STUDENT whereby they can just USE me to do their stuffs. Im still learning to cope with the new responsibilities of a STAFF NURSE! They think Im what?! ANIMAL?! Damn it la!
After a hard morning, I still had to endure another hard time in the afternoon even after passed over report was done to the afternoon shift. So that just made me much free and able to go home on time right? But NO! I was hold back to do a dressing at a last minute! She should have told me earlier to do the dressing for her but didn't! Like purposely sia! I can't take it with all these crap! Not at all that. While doing dressing, I was scolded by the patient course she felt pain when I opened her bandage. She said "If you didn't do properly until I feel pain, I'll kick you out of here!". Damn it la! I was being left alone to handle the situation. I almost cried while doing the dressing but had to control it. Ended everything at 415pm. Without telling any staffs, I just left the ward after signing off.
Glad I met Sharon in the staff toilet. Haiz. Both of us had a hard time and tears flowing down our cheeks today. Haiz. I burst into tears in my room as soon as I reached home. Nobody knows about what happened today except Sharon. We understand each others' feelings as we are in the same boat. Still struggling. Trying not to drown. Haiz.

Ya Allah.. Berikanlah petunjuk dan kekuatan kepada hamba Mu yang lemah ini.
I really hope to succeed in life. Never wanna let my loved ones down. Please God help me. That's all I can ask for.

Argh!!

2009-04-16T21:50:00.002+08:00

Tired! Exhausted! Argh!!
Im really so damn freaking tired these days especially these two days of the week. Full morning shift from 7am to 335pm.
Waking up early in the morning was really tiring. Whatsmore. All of a sudden, my senior wanted me and my friend to be incharge of one cubicle which is equivalent to four patients. Felt stress and shocked at first course still new to the ward settings and management. Just starting to crawl, they already want us to fly. Haiz. Stress girl. But Im fortunate though to have nice seniors who guided me during my placement there. Guided me when Im taking charge of patients. But still I helped out with junior work as well until I didnt manage to finish writing my report before passing report. And yesterday more cool. I didnt manage to pass report even course had to prepare my patient for op. So sien ah. And worst still.. for TWO DAYS consecutively I didnt manage to go for a break. So exhausted! U can imagine working non-stop without any breaks from 7am to 335pm doing all the various kinds of job in the ward. Very super duperly damn freaking tired and exhausted! Fortunately I could withstand all that so far. Haiz.. What to do. Just my job. A nurse got to do what a nurse got to do. Haha. What crap Im talking now. Haha. Dont bother. Tired ppl always talk crap like that. Haha. Okla. Got to go already. Tomorrow still need to wake up early for the last lecture day. Haiz. Btw Ive gotten my roster for next 4 weeks already! Quite shitty ah the roster. After day, evening, then day then evening. Non-stop like that. Make me more tired and exhausted only. Haiz. What to do. Manager gave that roster to me. So accept it lor. Just have to be strong and stay healthy. Insya'Allah. Amin.

My Dream Car.

2009-04-13T23:20:00.002+08:00

Honda!!
I am so wanting Honda Civic now. Gotta take my license ASAP and save up for my Dream Car. Haha. After watching Fast and Furious 4, I am so wanting to drift. Feel as if Im in the car driving and drifting. Can't wait man. My aim this year is to get a driving license by the end of the year and save my money for a car. Hopefully can get my Dream Car which I just surf the net just now to see my Dream Car and took a picture of it. There's two types which interest me at the moment. They are Honda Civic Mugen Si Sedan and Honda JDM Civic Mugen RR. Really hot cars to me! Haha. Below are some of the pictures of my Dream Cars. Have a look at it. Enjoy! Hehe.

I want those cars! Work hard girl! Earn more and save up! One of my aims now other than further studies. Hehe. I can do it! =)

110409.

2009-04-12T15:30:00.004+08:00

110409.
It was a very tiring day for me. Had to wake up as early as 445am for work on a Saturday. Really tiring. But I was fortunate that it was a half day only which was till 12noon. The ward was also not that busy. So my job for that day was quite alright although had to handle difficult patients and relatives. Challenging job. But whatever it is, just strive for the best. Well, I had an outing with my friend in the afternoon. Went out for a movie. Wanna know what movie see the tickets below.

See it? "Fast and Furious 4"!! The movie that I had been waiting for. Love the cars! All modified. Engines running. Screeching. So loads of actions going on. I am so wanting to have those cars. Haha. No worries. I'll save up to achieve that. And the rating for the movie I can give is 4.5/5. Haha. Thanks loads ya Shahid for the treat. Awesome movie. And now my family and cousins want to watch it too. So I hope to get a day off on 25th to watch again with them! Will be so cool! Haha.

On that day too, I received a letter from NYP regarding my Graduation Ceremony. It will be held on 26th May 2009 in NYP Auditorium. Got two tickets for my family members to watch my graduation day. For your info, the tickets are not that classy for me. Haha. Really disappointing as Ive seen my brother's graduation invitation tickets from ITE and it was damn classy la. So nice. I think you better see below and you'll know what I meant. Haha.

These 3 pictures are my Brother's.

And this is mine. So simple.

Well Im so bad. Kutuk own school. REally bad girl. Haha. Whatever it is, Ive graduated from that school and going for the Ceremony. So see you people my fellow NR0621 on the 26th. Miss you people! Hehe.

100409.

2009-04-12T14:34:00.003+08:00

100409.
It's a Public Holiday! A very super duperly GOOD Friday!
And also it's my nephew, Syahmi's birthday! Haha.
What a great day! I went to Geylang Market with my parents in the morning then helped my mum with the cooking for Birthday Boy's celebration at his house. Yippee! Cooking was fun. The celebration started around 5pm. Loads of food we had. Although there were only three families, the house was like a club. Haha. With karaoke and children playing games, it was so choatic la. But was really great and fun. I enjoyed the day alot especially the karaoke session. Haha. Without further a-do, I present to you some of the pictures taken on that special day. Enjoy!

A question.

2009-04-12T13:58:00.003+08:00

Life is so complicated. Even simple question can be considered difficult. A question "Are we still friends?" was asked. An indirect answer "Msg when have probs" was given. Should we consider it as yes or a no. That's another question now. What can I say. People change even I change. Well, what I only asked for every minute, every hour, every day is "God forgive me. Show me the light to the right path and give me the strength to carry on." Only He knows what Im going through now. Alone in my room as always thinking how my life would be like as time flies. Having to go through it alone is difficult bt I always remember that He will always be with me and guide me through this life. I just hope I can pull through every obstacles I faced and prove to you that I can make it to the top. That's my only wish. And no worries. Ive always forgave you and everything that had happened was for a reason. I redha with all these. I just hope you're always happy.

My New Ward!!

2009-04-06T22:35:00.002+08:00

Hey there ppl!! Been a week since I last blog. Well Ive been busy with work at my new ward now. Ever since Ive been allocated to ward 57, Ive become more tired and exhausted to have plans with my friends. Haiz. What a life now. Really different from student life. And let me share with you abit about my ward. It's quite a nice ward. A general surgery ward whereby handling almost all kinds of surgeries. Sounds tough huh. Hehe. Btw Im allocated to 'A' Station. More tough course when Im in charge in the future, Ive to take charge of all 16 patients there. Ish! That's alot man. Don't know how am I going to cope with that but in any case, I have to. Just pray hard and ask for directions from God. Insya'Allah I can. Amin.

Tiring Week.

2009-03-29T18:44:00.002+08:00

Haiz...
I am so damn tired this weekend after a five and a half days of listening to lectures at Patho Building. Tiring days. Had a very bad headache yesterday night. Maybe not used to the new schedule I have now. It will surely take me some time to get used to it and alter my system. Haha. Have to have enough sleep man. If not I will surely doze off during every lecture. Haha. And that's very super duperly bad. Bad for my future work in tha ward. Darn! I still don't know which ward I am going to. Still anxious about it. Hehe. Just hope for the best. Well people, if I can't meet you guys or contact you guys at times, I am sorry about it. Been tired that's the reason. And surely made me lazy to go out and meet people. Hehe. But I'll try to make some time to go out with you guys okay. Especially my long-known besties. I owe you guys another outing ya. Hehe. Hope to meet you guys on the weekends if possible. Miss you guys so much!

First Day as a Staff Nurse.

2009-03-24T19:13:00.002+08:00

23 March 2009 marked the day I started life as a qualified Staff Nurse. Having to wake up early in the morning and reporting to Pathology Lecture Theatre at 8am with my new uniform. No longer that white and blue student uni anymore. Totally different feeling. Wearing the creamy and green coloured uniform now. More responsibilities await. No more "I'll check with the staff nurse in charge" anymore. Life has changed for me now. Im really tired after only these two days of work. Well, now is just the start. I have my Foundation programme ongoing at the moment for 3weeks. Then I'll be entering the ward on 20 April 2009. By which I still do not know where I'll be allocated to. Scary man. Just hope for the best. And ya yesterday I met my wonderful friends after work. Haha. Thanks guys for the support ya. Haha. Im leading first. Try to catch up with me ya. Haha. Also hope the best for you guys. Before I forget, Im going to show you people my new hair style. Haha.

Hope you guys enjoy my slideshow above. Hee. Do give your sincere comments ya. I need some opinions too. Regarding if I need to have my fringe rebond or not. Course Im still in a dilemma about my fringe. Hehe. Thank you. Have a nice day people.

JB Outing.

2009-03-22T19:01:00.003+08:00

I am so exhausted today. Had a tiring yet enjoying day yesterday. It was a sudden outing by my dad. My family went to Johor Bahru just for fun before I started work tomorrow. And as usual, we asked along our closest cousin Kak Yah and her children. Course the more the merrier right? Hehe. We went to Larkin then City Square. Didn't do much of shopping. But my brother Azri did since he had been working and got his pay. Haha. I can shop too as soon as I've started working and got my pay. Hee. Soon baby. Whatever it is, I had fun. And we went back at 10pm. Well that's to my cousin's house. Rest there for awhile. Not really awhile. We went back at 1am in the morning. Hehe. I also met a small cute kitten. Real cute. Hehe. I'll show you the picture of it ya.

And there it is. Cute right? Haha. Met it at Larkin after our dinner. Hee. Well, I'll update you people soon about my work ya. Take care people. Love ya guys.

Briefing and Registration.

2009-03-19T12:03:00.003+08:00

Tired! Tired! Tired!
Yesterday was my Briefing Day at Connection One Tower located at Bukit Merah. I had to report there as early as 0830hrs. And ended at 1430hrs. Quite a long day for me. Haiz. What made the day worst was that we had to go to SGH after the short briefing at Bukit Merah. Purpose to SGH was to register with SNB. Luckily the registration wasn't that long for me. But due to all the admin stuffs, I had to cancel my outing with my friend to Bugis. Too tired and exhausted that I had no more energy to go out. Hmm. However, what made me happy was that I received my Conferment letter and Official Academic Transcript from school. Finally, I had officially completed my Diploma in Nursing. Hehe. And I also received my new name tag from SGH. Cool man! Let me share it with you people. Take a look at the picture below.

There it is! My new name tag. What's good about this name tag was that it had my full name on it! Hehe. Unlike my school name tag - cut my dad's name. So bad. Hehe. Well, quite nervous to have the title "Staff Nurse". Scary also. Hehe. But I'm sure I can do it. Hehe. Have faith girl. That's all people. Be back with more updates soon.

ECP Outing 150309.

2009-03-15T23:16:00.002+08:00

My day today was so super duperly fun! My family had a picnic with my relatives at ECP. The day started off bright and sunny. But as time flew, the sky got darker and started raining heavily around early afternoon. And what's worse was that we just rent 3 bicycles. So I decided to do a bad thing. That is cycling in the rain with my sis and my cousin who is quite young. Haha. Very bad of me. But very enjoyable. Worth it. No regrets. Hahaha. Long time since I last played in the rain. So nie lepaskan geram la. Hehehe. But all in all really was a great day. Lagi2 with my 'kecohrable loving' aunts and uncles. Hehe. Well, below are some pictures that I took during the picnic but mostly pictures of me full of myself. Hahaha. Check it out people!!

Take care. And that's all folks! Hehe..

Just a Saying..

2009-03-14T14:04:00.002+08:00

Recently, I met some groups of friends. Lots of matters that we shared about with each other. Some are good, while some are disappointing and frustrating. Well, some matters made me think that in life, there bound to be ups and downs. Full of challenges and obstacles. And in this world, every human being is not perfect. They do make mistakes. As a Muslim, every mistakes that others made especially towards ourselves should be forgiven. There's a saying, "Forgive and Forget. Not to have grudges towards anyone eventhough they had always hurt you."
In malay, "sedangkan Allah swt dapat memaafkan makhluk ciptaan nye, dan Nabi Muhammad saw dapat memaafkan umat nye, apatah lagi kita sesama manusia." Bagai pepatah melayu, "buang yang keruh, ambil yang jernih."
There's always a reason behind what had happened in our lives. Some things made us realise about our mistakes and learn from it. Thus, making us become a better person in future. Well people, dont forget we only live in this world for a short period. So treasure it. Forget about the past. Throw away all the grudges and hatred. Always pray. Minta petunjuk dari Nya. Semoga setiap yang berlaku boleh dijadikan iktibar. Amin.

My 20th Birthday!!

2009-03-14T13:54:00.002+08:00

As I had promised you guys..
Below are some pictures that I took during my 20th Birthday celebration at Johor Bahru, Malaysia. And also the gifts that I received from my wonderful and loving family members.

This year's birthday was the most memorable, unforgettable and wonderful birthday ever!!
Thank you God for giving me such a wonderful and loving family. Alhamdulillah. Amin.

Updates.

2009-03-14T13:16:00.002+08:00

To continue off from my previous post about breaks which happened a few months back..
I had my PRCP which went on for 12weeks since 10th November 2008 and ended on 30th January 2009. Many things happened during that period of 12weeks. Too many to share with you guys. Some are memorable. Some unforgettable, and some heartbreaking. Well..that period is over and done with. Those days are history. Now have to look forward to the future. But before I move on to the present story, well I got to share the wonderful 20th Birthday celebration I had last month on 21st February 2009. Memorable birthday ever!

Back with an Apology.

2009-03-14T13:09:00.002+08:00

You guys may be frustrated to see that I had not updated my blog for quite a long time. Im really sorry to you guys. I didnt have the time to update it due to some reasons. Firstly, my computer broke down. Then, my final attachment which is PRCP was in progress. Followed by, too much of things to be shared with you guys. Too much of things happening in my life. Really dont know where to start with. But whatever it is now, Im back to update you guys out there somethings that happened in my life in a shorter version. Hehe. Sorry people!!

Two weeks Break, Two weeks Attachment.

2008-10-08T19:27:00.002+08:00

Hello everybody..
It's been quite awhile since I last blog. Hehe. Due to computer problems thats why. Can't use computer at the moment. Have to wait till I have the money to buy a new computer. Haha. Which will take dunno how long. But whatever it is, now I'm on two weeks attachment at CGH Emergency Department and OT. So fast my two weeks of break flew. Real fast. Can't believe that! The first week I used it for Hari Raya preparation and exams whereas the 2nd week that is last week, was half Ramadan and half Syawal. So you know what that mean.

My Hari Raya celebration was quite alright. Did collect some money. [green packets] But not that much. Haha. But anyways, this year I really wanna collect as much as possible as this year maybe the last year I get to collect green packets. Next year, I may start working so 'fat hope' I'm going to get any next year. Haha. So yea still haven't collect much yet cause it's just the 2nd week now. Still waiting to go for Raya outing with family and friends. Looking forward to it. Haha.

That's for Hari Raya. Now my attachment at ED for these 3 days wasn't that bad. Quite interesting. But everything there is fast. Fast work so me and my friends had some hard time trying to catch up with the pace of cos. Haha. But overall at the moment not that bad as the staffs there were also friendly and able to communicate with them well. Really thankful for that as without the help of the staffs, I won't be able to do the job of cos. So anyways, thats all for now. In a process to do my case presentation actually. Haha. And btw I passed both my supplementary and alternate papers! Yippee!! Finally can rest my mind thinking about exams. Haha. Exams are OVER!!! Thank goodness.. hehe.. Alhamdulillah syukur. (",)
So thats all for now. Take care people. Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Batin!!

Lots of love
--Nurafiqa--

My Results!!

2008-09-23T12:54:00.002+08:00

Oops!! I was too excited about my outing with my dearest friends, I forgot to tell you about my results which I received on Tuesday, 16th September 2008. I was too anxious the night before the results as I was scared I might fail. Thus, I didn't really have enough sleep that night. And of course I decided to ask Atiqah to help me check my results for me. Indeed, what I felt was right. I failed one of my module. It was HS3033-Nursing Science. But I did manage to pass the other modules though and unexpectedly, my GPA went up abit to 2.1. Alhamdulillah. Thanks to Allah. I managed to get 3Bs, 1C+, 1C and 1D+. Didn't expect to get all the 3Bs for my Clinical though. Hehe. That somehow made me cheer up abit. So I had two papers to sit. HS3033 and HS3106. Gotta study real hard this time. Wouldn't wanna fail again of course! Whatever it is, the paper was on 22nd and 23rd Sept which was yesterday and today. So you can know that I just had my paper this morning. Hehe. Ok2 la the papers. Insya'Allah can pass. Pray hard I can graduate next year. Erm..so yea that's all about my results. Will update about my final exam results soon aite..

Btw yeah on that same day 16th September 2008, happened to be the day my good friend, Shahid, going into camp for his National Service (NS). Hehe. Pity him have to go for training on the fasting month. But anyways, redha jela..Hehe.. Anyways, before I forgot, Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri in advance to all my Muslim friends!! Hope to go out for Raya with you guys.. Taking care..

Loads of love,
Nurafiqa.

Enjoymentz..

2008-09-23T12:09:00.011+08:00

Dated 19th September 2008.

Finally my attachment at AMKH is over!! I'm so so very the happy now with my attachment over and done with. All those craziness and tiredness at that hospital are finally over! So anyways, after the whole tiring 3 crazy weeks, of course has to have a reward right? So, I decided to join my beloved ex-Damaian friends to break fast together on that same day 19/09/08. Although I was very tired on that day after attachment, still I went out with my friends just to enjoy myself as it's been quite a long time since I last met them. And I was on time to break fast with them at Popeyes Terminal 3. My first time eating there though. Hehe.. The food was quite nice la.. Like KFC I think. Hehe. Hungry everything nice lor.. Heh. And so as usually if we go out together, there have to be photo-taking sessions. So we did took quite a number of pictures. Nice ones as usual. Haha. Cut the crap Fiqa. Anyways, enjoy viewing the pictures below!

my blurry picture

3 sistaz..

me n yana..peace!!

girlfrenz..

3 girls n 2 guys

group photo at Breeks..

another picture..

quite blurry ah..so far

haha..what pose are these??

another crazy pose of us..

haha..one thorn among the roses..

ntg better to do..pictures of our beautiful shoes..

star!! nice ah this picture..the nicest i think..hehe..

Our group photo!!

us at the escalator to i dunno where.

my bodyguards..hehe..

hey dun cover my face eh..hehe

now where's seha? haha..hide n seek ehk?

Hehe.. enjoy the pictures taken. Thanks to Yana for her camera. Hehe. Btw I forgot to tell you people that after eating at Popeyes, we went sightseeing at the airport. Taking the skytrain to T2. Took pictures at the viewing mall there. Since we had some time, we went for a dessert at Breeks. Ate the massive attack!! It's an ice cream if you people dunno. Hehe. 6 ex-Damaianz eating Massive Attack at Breeks. Really crazy!! Haha.. And of course thanks to my sporting personality, hehe..I did one crazy thing there. Unfortunately, don't have the picture to put up here as I haven't upload the picture. But it's really something you never expected me doing in public especially. Hehe. So what I did was to really drink up the remaining bowl of Massive Attack. Daring act I did!! Haha.. But with the presence of my friends, I really had so much fun doing that. Haha.. But don't expect me to do that again aite.!! Hahaha.. But whatever it is, my dearest beloved ex-Damaianz whom I went out with to break fast at T3, thanks alotz for making my day a very special and wonderful one guys. Hope to go out with you people again soon yeah.. Miss you people!!

Loads of love,

Nurafiqa.

Tired! Tired! Tired!

2008-09-06T00:52:00.002+08:00

Haiz...
I am so very tired this week!! Had a long tiring week.
Wanna know why?? I am having my attachment now!! Haiz..
So sien.. Can go crazy with this attachment thingy! This week was also the start of the fasting month and I am having my attachment at the same time. Really some great challenges for me this Ramadan. Also my first time having to break fast in the hospital. Btw I forgot to tell you that my attachment is at AMKH. For geron posting. Wah!! Can tell you really tough for me. Long time never go attachment. The last time was 6 months ago. Can you imagine SIX (6) months ago!!! Really crazy la.. Had to get use to the new environment also. New systems. Haiz...
Now only just 1 week had passed. Still got 2 more weeks to go. I am really looking forward to the last day of attachment now. Really can't take it la.. Got not much strength anymore to carry on with this posting. And btw this posting is also my first posting taking cases. I just did 2 cases today. Really quite scary and nervous while passing report to the other staffs. Even my ears went red for goodness!! Can imagine how nervous I was at that moment. Haha. Anyways, I'm going to take all the cases for my cubicle. Which means 6 patients. I'll try to la.. To prepare myself for PRCP which is in Nov this year. Haiz. So so so stressful!! Didn't imagine that it will be this hard and stressful sey. Hmm.. Worst still this weekend I have to finish up my case study and be prepared for my presentation next Wednesday. Woah.. Was expecting to enjoy and have a good rest this weekend but can't. Haiz.. What a week! Really hope time flies fast now to finish and get over and done with this posting. From now on, I kept looking forward to weekend and really wanna treasure it so much. Don't want to waste even abit of it.! That's for sure. Haha. So yea. Maybe that's all for now. That's for this week. Haha. Wanna get rest now. Will update you soon about my 2nd week posting at the hospital. So take care everybody! Selamat berpuasa my dearest friends!! Miss you people loads and loads..

With love,
Nurafiqa.

New Look baby...

2008-08-29T23:43:00.002+08:00

Hey everybody..!!

Guess what?? I've gotten a new look now..haha..
Actually its so crazy of me. Didnt really wanna do tis but I did. So yea..
The truth is I cut my hair. Haha.. Just for attachment purposes. Next week is my attachment so cos of my laziness, I decided to have my hair cut. Hehe.. So yea.. I had my hair cut tis afternoon before going out with my secondary school buddies to dinner. Haha. New look to my dearest buddies..Nice..

So I really had fun today.. Spent such great and wonderful time with my buddies..
Although its only awhile at Food Culture, but I really enjoyed it especially listening to my friends' stories about their respectives' attachment. Really damn funny la..haha.. Btw talking about my dearest buddies, they are Faja, Mal, and Hily. Love them loads. Miss all those times when we were in secondary school. Really crazy.. And now they're still the same crazy people now.. Really hope to go out with them again and share wonderful stories together. Just wish that I could upload some of the pictures now but due to some technical difficulties, I can't at the moment so sorry.. But Hily, do hope you will send us the pictures via email as soon as possible aite. Thanks yea my friend. Hehe.

Okies..Till then..
Happy attachment to my dearest friends..
Selamat menjalani ibadah puasa to all my Muslim friends..
Treasure this month of Ramadan to the fullest k.. Ia bulan yang penuh barakah. And I just love this month so much and I hope you do too.. =)

Loads of love from me..
---Nurafiqa---

Wonderful classmates..NR0621..

2008-08-24T01:41:00.002+08:00

Hey there!!
It has been quite a long time since I last blogged. And that frustrates some of my frenz though. Haha. Sorry guys. Been busy with my crazy life thats why. Anyways, last thurs, 22August2008, was the official last day I got to meet or see my wonderful classmates in school.

You know wat, time flies real fast. Two and a half years! Thats damn fast. I could never imagine that I will leave NYP this soon. The first time I entered NYP, I felt so lost meeting new frenz from other schools in Singapore. In fact, I couldn't get myself to move on with my life in NYP at first but until I became a family member of NR0621. My wonderful classmates who had always been there to bring happiness and laughter to my life. As time flies, I learnt to grow up and become a better person with the presence of my frens in NR0621. This class has 24 students and they are:

Subgrp 1:
- Ruth
- Mae
- Deborah
- Siew Kee
- Yuan2
- Sheryl

Subgrp 2:
- Paoling
- Sofina
- Meijiao
- Kay
- Xiaoran

Subgrp 3:
- Nages
- Yani
- Shamun
- Joshua
- Adelina
- Xiuping

Subgrp 4 ( my beloved members ):
- Atiqah
- Sharezan
- Juliana
- Lyziana
- Nilufer
- Raudhah

These classmates of mine are such wonderful people. I can never forget you guys who made a huge difference to my life. Really hope to meet you guys as a class again soon. And I wanna thank u guys loads for always being there for me. I really appreciate it alot. And of course love you guys loads too. Anyways, thats all for now. Wish you guys all the best for your future endeavour and keep in touch soon.

Love you NR0621!!

(P.S. For those getting married or engaged, don't forget to invite me. Hehe.)

Grand Finale

2008-04-02T18:16:00.004+08:00

Hey there!!

Looking back what I did after that unforgettable week of holidays...
On the 24th and 25th of March, my best friend, Fajariah wanted me to join her school's dikir group for a performance at Raffles Hotel. At first, I didn't want to cause of some reasons but in the end, I agreed to it. What we needed to do was to do the actions and need not sing like normal dikir barat groups do. The steps were quite tough for me at first cause I've never done it before.. And you know, I only had a day to learn all the steps.

24thMarch was the rehearsal.. Of course it was terrible cause I didn't really know the steps. But everything went quite well with the friendly performers especially the dikir group members. Soo..I went home and practised the steps before I went to sleep. Semangat betul!! Haha..

25thMarch, Grand Finale.
1100hrs

Me and Faja were at TP as we were told to assemble there before going to Raffles Hotel at 1300hrs. All of us rehearsed again before we had make-up on our faces.

As soon as we reached Raffles Hotel, we prepared ourselves with costumes and also rehearsed for the last time on the stage before our dinner at 1630hrs as the event started at 1830hrs. So we had to wait for quite a while for us to go on stage and performed with the rest of the performers for the Grand Finale at 2000hrs. I was quite nervous as this is my very first time performing on stage. Scary!! Haha..

setibanya di Raffles Hotel

faja n me after make-up

me n faja in our performing costumes

Jason, me n Fernando b4 d performance starts

Alhamdulillah..everything went well. The performance ended so well with the RP percussions team. It was soooooo great!! I can never imagine that I would be able to perform infront of such great guests. Woah..!!

And so after the performances, we took some pictures together.. yippee!!

haha..dats me wif glowing ball..

n dats me n faja wif glowing ball..haha..

My Holidays

2008-03-23T18:00:00.003+08:00

Dear bloggie,

It's been quite a long time since I last updated u. Well, it's due to my computer broke down and was sent for repair. I got back my com on the 19th March.

Hmm..Finally, I got my holidays on the run. After that 14thMarch, the last day of attachment, I finally have my holidays. The start of my holidays was great! After my attachment that day, I went to my cousin's house at Woodlands cos she had kenduri at her house. I went there with my sis Haziqah and my close cousin Nisah. Staying at her house for a night was so fun. We played board and card games. And of cos slept late as usual.

The next day, Saturday, my cousin Mamat treat almost all of us to a movie! Wow! Isn't that great?! Haha..gotta watch movie for free.. We watched "Spiderwick Chronicles". It was an interesting movie. Everyone enjoyed it. And at night we got to eat pizza at my cousin's house.

That's just the start of my holiday. There were more to come. My polytechnic friends had a chalet from 18th-20th March. Woah..isn't that cool!! Haha..The chalet was at Aloha Changi. It was big. A bungalow! For the first time, my parents allowed me to overnight at a chalet. Me and my friends had a wonderful and great time together playing games, cooking and eating. Wow! What an experience! Haha..

But not just that! After the chalet, my cousin Kak Yah asked me, my siblings and cousins along to overnight at East Coast. WOW! WOW! Sounds great isn't it?! Haha. Yeah it is great and fun. All of us had never overnight at a beach. So the event was from 21st-22nd March. We put up our tents and put our belongings at a quite a good spot. My family, Kak Yah's family and Wak Ani's family were there to have fun. Me, Nisah, Mamat and Kak Yah didn't swim on that day. We decided to swim the next day while the young kids-my siblings and Kak Yah's children, swam on that day. They really had fun. Swimming and building sandcastles. I just watched them and at the same time helping them building sandcastles. Haha.. But the sandcastles weren't that good. Haha..Anyways, only my parents and younger sis went back home while the rest overnight there. Well, the person who suggested the idea of overnight, (Kak Yah) slept first. Hahahaha.. It was left with me, my bros-Afiq and Hafiz, and my cousins-Mamat, Nisah and Syahmi who were still awake and didn't sleep till sun rises. Woah..not bad ah we all..Haha. I slept from 7plus am-9plus am only. 2 hours of sleep je sey..Anyways, we woke up and went swimming at the beach. Cool sey! Fun! Enjoying! Haha. In overall, all of us had a wonderful time there by the beach. And we were quite lucky that after having so much fun, then there was a heavy downpour at East Coast. My family sent my cousin home at Woodlands and spent some time there while me and my siblings showered there. Had our dinner and watching TV for awhile at Kak Yah's house. Hehe.. I just felt that this holiday was great and fun! I'm loving it! Hahahaha. Ok that's all for now.

And these are some photos that I took at the beach..

my cute little sis Haziqah

my sis n my little nephew Syabil

sis n my niece Syazana

sandcastle

a Flower sandcastle

Two flower sandcastles

And these are photos of sunrise taken on Saturday, 22 March..

Haha..that's all..

With love,
Nurafiqa.

My February...

2008-02-25T21:01:00.002+08:00

Dear bloggie,

It's been quite a long time ever since my last posting. I was very busy lately with my exams and attachment. And worst still with my computer under construction now. Haiz.. Sooo sad! Wonder when my computer will be alright. Hmmm.... But whatever it is, this February was a very memorable month! Haha. Wanna know why? Cos I just celebrated my 19th Birthday last Thursday! Yea.. I'm so happy.. Never expected to have a wonderful birthday this year. I got what i wanted which is Taufik's new album, "Teman Istimewa". Hahaha..I waited soo long to get it you know. Haha. And I got an Elmo birthday cake. And... a DORAEMON soft toy!! From my loving brother, Azri and his sweet girlfriend.
Haha..so am I 19 or 9years eh? Haha..
Anyways I'm happy to have such wonderful and loving people around me to celebrate my birthday with me and got me gifts that are so special to me. Really love my family and friends alot. Muuuuacks!! Love you guys!
So akhir kata..
Salam sayang..

Yours truly,
Nurafiqa BMS

Busy Me...

2008-01-30T20:51:00.000+08:00

Hello there my dearest bloggie!!!

It's been awhile since my last post. Been quite busy lately with school. And now going to February already. Quite fast ar time flies. Anyways I'm on attachment now at SGH for 3 weeks! This is my 2nd week of attachment. Quite alright la this ward. Really got hands-on and learn alot of new stuffs. Quite enjoy it la I could say. Next week only 3days work cause of public holiday!! Yippee!! Haha.. After this attachment, I have exams coming up. First paper on 15Feb whereas last paper is on my birthday! That is 21st February!! Woah...Lucky sey..Still can enjoy my birthday this year after my paper ends. Yay! Wonder if anyone would remember that day. Hmmmmmm......
There's only one way to find out! Wait till the day comes... Hahahaha...
Okies gtg now..

With love,
Nurafiqa BMS

Moving On...

2008-01-15T13:43:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggie,

Starting of a new week with my BCLS assessment on the Monday which is yesterday. I failed my one-man CPR and adult choking. Quite tough man to do all the compressions and the toughest now is ventilation. Not enough air I think. Hahahaha. Well, I failed my adult choking because I forgot my steps. Haiz. Nervous that's why.. Should practise more. But anyways I'm cool now. Don't wanna be so stressful.

And today supposedly don't have any classes but because of not passing my BCLS, I've to come to school for practise and also finalised my group project presentation. Phew! Luckily we decided to start early so now we have lesser things to do for the project. Tomorrow is my final ICA presentation. Followed by HS2118 ICA test and BCLS reassessment on Thurs!!

Isn't that cool! Haha. I'm crazy now. So after all these, I'm going for my 3-weeks attachment starting from next week. Get ready for work man! Hopefully it would not be that bad.. So that's all for now.. Adios

Yours truly,
Nurafiqa BMS

Nothing between us now

2008-01-13T00:04:00.000+08:00

Dear bloggie,

It's been a few days now. I still can't believe that all these are happening to me. Never had I thought that all these would happen so quickly and so soon. My heart still hurts so much. My mind can't really think well now. I kept thinking if I'm not perfect enough or not good enough for him. What wrong did I do to deserve this.?

I know this is part and parcel of life. And life has to move on. That is what I always heard from friends and other people. First relationship is a bitch when it didn't turn out the way we wanted it to be. It really is very difficult for me to face all these for the past few days. I can't stop thinking about it. I know there's no point of me doing that but this mind and heart really needs time to get over it. I've never felt this way before. Even though I kept telling myself to be strong and happy, there's always at a point of time whereby this feeling of sadness came into mind. Remembering the moments we spent together, causing tears flowing down and heart aching so badly. How much people tried to console me or I console myself, I would still feel the same. No more the happy person I used to be. Feeling down often. Lonely at times. Don't know what my life is now.

However, I really want to thank all my friends who had been there for me, who kept giving me support and encouragement. I really appreciate it alot. It's not that I don't want to spend time with you guys but I just needed some time to get over all these. I wanted to have some peace now. I know I've changed alot these days and I'm sure you guys realised it. I hope you'd understand my situation now. You guys are great and wonderful. I don't know what will happen if I don't have such wonderful friends like all of you. Thank you so much for your advices and for lending a listening ear.

This experience I had really taught me something and a good experience for me. I thanked you Shahid for giving me such a wonderful experience. I treasure the wonderful moments we had together. Even though we're no longer together, I will not forget you for giving me a lifetime experience and being my first love. And thank you for wanting to be my friend. Friendship is very important to me. I wouldn't want to lose any of my friends. I will always treasure my friendships and sincere in it.

Yours truly,
Nurafiqa BMS

2007-12-18T17:50:00.000+08:00

Hey there!

Sorry been quite busy lately.
Finally it's holidays!!
Hahahaha..
Really been looking forward to this. Want to have a good rest and of course enjoy my holidays with someone special!!
However, I've got projects n assignments to settle during this holiday..haiz...
And not to forget exams coming soon right after my attachment..my schedule is really damn tight now!
But no worries..."do one thing at a time.step by step process"..
"Don't stress yourself up"..that's what someone used to say to me..
Really help la..
Anyways, I started up my hols with quite a gd one. The last day of school was really really fun la..
I sweat alot..Me & my good frenz played badminton in school..
I was very happy to beat Sharezan in a match. Haha!
My day was brightened up further as my syg called.
Although we talked for awhile, but it really meant alot to me..
Terubat jugek rindu di hati ini.
Haha..

Anyways, Saturday was supposed to be my class outing but guess what?
It turned out to be a flop. But really appreciate those who came and we had some fun la.
Me n Ijan ended our day by bowling at Tamp Safra instead..quite fun la..n i LOST btw..haha
And that night, i watched Asian Idol performance. I missed Hady's first performance.
The idols were quite good la..

Sunday was fun!
I played badminton and soccer with my siblings and cousins with my injured leg. Haha..
But it was really fun!
With the result show of Asian Idol that night contributes to the wonderful weekend.
That night was a wonderful night i could say.
There's the Asian Idol result show, Manchester-Liverpool match & Arsenal-Chelsea match!
WOW!! Isn't that great!
Hahaha...
But I only got to watch the Asian Idol ar..whereas for the EPL, i've got someone to update me..
Anyways...the result show was GREAT!
The performances by all the artists were wonderful!
I enjoyed watching it. Especially Hady's performance with Jac. And also Taylor Hick's performance. Kekek!
And the result was really really really shocking!

HADY MIRZA IS THE FIRST ASIAN IDOL!

Can you believe that?!
I don't believe it at first! Really shocking!
But whatever it is..im happy for him and respect him. He made Singapore proud!
In fact im proud to be a Singaporean to have such talented people here in Singapore.
All the best Hady! haha..
So with that shocking and happy result..i also got to know that my favourite team-MANCHESTER UNITED WON!
Haha..double hoorayness!

So with that i end now by saying goodbye..Have fun..Enjoy the holidays!

With love,
Nurafiqa BMS

2007-12-11T00:20:00.000+08:00

Hey bloggie!
Sorry got a little busy lately..
But i also don't know busy with what la..haha
Anyways, last weekend was not that bad la..
I went out with my family on Saturday..
Went shopping for toys..haha..Because my dad had promised my siblings that he would buy toys for them.
And guess what?
I also joined in the fun..i bought Princess UNO card..haha..like little kid sey..
But who cares man..i'm still young and there's still time to have fun..haha
But before we bought stuffs at Parkway Parade, my dad drove us around Orchard area and the other town area.
It's like a tour for me..really didn't thought that Singapore would be this nice.haha..as you know, i don't usually walk around Singapore especially away from East side of Singapore..
I'm one weird girl..haha
so moving on, really got to see some beautiful places and busy town in Singapore.
After shopping at Parkway, we bought some food before heading back home.
As soon as we reached home, i talked on the phone with a friend of mine for abt 1.5hrs sey..haha
Really got lots of stories..then i played UNO with my siblings..
I felt so lost when playing cause it's been long time ever since i last played the game..

MOving on with life on Sunday...
I went out with my cousin and my aunt..we went to catch a movie at The Cathay..
We watched "The Enchanted" at 5.30pm..
It was my second time watching it though..haha..
Cause my aunt treating me to movie so i just watch the movie that they want to watch la..
free ma...
it was quite fun la..frm 2pm till 7plus with them..
Walking around Plaza Singapura and Cathay..quite tiring also..but fun..
As soon as i reached home, i had my bath and cooked Maggi noodles for myself.
I decided to go online and do my project la.And guess what?
Didn't expect my sayang would be online that night.
Got to chat with him for awhile..really really really miss him so much..
I really hope that we can meet each other during our school holidays this december.
But i don't want to harbour high hopes on it or i would be the one suffering in the end.
Only God knows how and what i'm feeling and going through right now..
But in this life, i realised that patience and understanding are very important especially in a relationship.
However, life has to move on as per normal. But Shahid will always be close to my heart no matter what.
I still love you and miss you sayang.

"Treasure your loved ones now when they're still around."
I'll always keep that in mind.

Love,
Nurafiqa MS

2007-12-06T00:25:00.000+08:00

Hey bloggie!

This is my first time blogging in here.
Quite excited though.Haha..
Didn't want to make a blog at first though.
But after reading my friends' blogs and having to know it's a trend nowadays that somehow..
my mind tells me to start creating a blog.
Funny rite? haha..
Kinda cool though..i think..haha
Anyways, thanks to my fellow friends too who encourage me to create a blog.
Thanks Atiqah and Sharezan. U guys are my friends forever and ever man..
Getting on..for your info, these few days had been tough for me somehow.
Really don't have the mood to do anything fun.
Keeping quiet most of the time in school and not wanting to watch movies with my friends..
I feel sorry to disappoint my friends.
But somehow i just felt that i needed some time-out.
However, I'm really grateful for having such wonderful friends who care about me and always being there for me when i need them..

I really don't know how i can repay all of u.

U guys really brought colours to my life.

Thanks alot u guys..
I will really try my best to carry on with my life like before.
Having fun and smiling always with my friends.
And i really can't wait to have my school holidays..
Really want to have a good break.
Anyways, that's all for now..

With love,
afiqa