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.Sunday, January 13, 2008 ' 12:04 AM Y

Nothing between us now

Dear bloggie,

It's been a few days now. I still can't believe that all these are happening to me. Never had I thought that all these would happen so quickly and so soon. My heart still hurts so much. My mind can't really think well now. I kept thinking if I'm not perfect enough or not good enough for him. What wrong did I do to deserve this.?

I know this is part and parcel of life. And life has to move on. That is what I always heard from friends and other people. First relationship is a bitch when it didn't turn out the way we wanted it to be. It really is very difficult for me to face all these for the past few days. I can't stop thinking about it. I know there's no point of me doing that but this mind and heart really needs time to get over it. I've never felt this way before. Even though I kept telling myself to be strong and happy, there's always at a point of time whereby this feeling of sadness came into mind. Remembering the moments we spent together, causing tears flowing down and heart aching so badly. How much people tried to console me or I console myself, I would still feel the same. No more the happy person I used to be. Feeling down often. Lonely at times. Don't know what my life is now.

However, I really want to thank all my friends who had been there for me, who kept giving me support and encouragement. I really appreciate it alot. It's not that I don't want to spend time with you guys but I just needed some time to get over all these. I wanted to have some peace now. I know I've changed alot these days and I'm sure you guys realised it. I hope you'd understand my situation now. You guys are great and wonderful. I don't know what will happen if I don't have such wonderful friends like all of you. Thank you so much for your advices and for lending a listening ear.

This experience I had really taught me something and a good experience for me. I thanked you Shahid for giving me such a wonderful experience. I treasure the wonderful moments we had together. Even though we're no longer together, I will not forget you for giving me a lifetime experience and being my first love. And thank you for wanting to be my friend. Friendship is very important to me. I wouldn't want to lose any of my friends. I will always treasure my friendships and sincere in it.

Yours truly,
Nurafiqa BMS

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